What do I want?
Shine as brite as you can, while you can, until the light can no longer shine.
I haven't spent many night staying up thinking about what I'm doing, but I've definitely spent a few.
Blah blah blah, no one cares so here it is in short, just to rant.
Paintball, I'm very successful at it and it is something I like a lot and love spending my time doing, BUT I don't see 100% future in it. Right now I'm very skeptical about there being a profitable future in paintball. I could be Interning or making money and doind other things that will help me in the future. I don't know what I want to do. I haven't been able to hold a decent job because I can't work weekends and I travel twice a month.
This sucks... I realized I don't like to work at a place selling suits to someone and lieing 50% of the time just to get a sale, although I just say what I'm told to. I guess I'm the only smart employee who actually researches to see if what they tell me if true.
I've gotten really good at poker online, but I still make a few big mistakes that cost me greatly. Why can't I just play smart all the time and not get greedy?!?! I lost over $100 of my poker money in $2/$4 games online in 2 days because of hands I had 90% or better to win, and the bitch pulls lucky shit to beat my hand, then I play on tilt. Atleast I have a some $left to work with.
School is great though. Can't complain there.
I honestly wish I was rich enough and just took classes to learn about things I am truely interested in.
Reading: Matt reading? HAHA how funny... No seriously, I've been reading a lot lately. It's definitely something I thought would never happen, but it's happened. What comes next?
If you want my reading list, it includes: "1 fish 2 fish, red fish blue fish" "Jenna Jameson's sex book" "Dr. Phil's book" "Ty's book about making kick ass house renovations" <--- ok, I'm just kidding, but I do read, just books that aren't those.
except all Dr. Seuss books rock and I own most all of them! Take that!!!
Justin, I swear I had songs for a CD that you need for your IPOD nano, but I lost them. I have SOOO much music on my computer now I'm thinking about carrying it around on my back with stereo headphones plugged in just like people with their IPODS.
I'm going to start the new "thing!" Who will need any type of memory devices like flash drives, CD's, and floppy disks. Just travel with a computer and a cat 5 cable. Yes... I know. I'm Scene.
On another note: I'm going to start wearing 2 of everything. 2 button down shirts at once, 2 pairs of socks, 2 pairs of pants or shorts, 2 hats if I wear one, and yes... 2 boxers/boxer briefs. it's hot... I'm not sure if I can pull off the 2 pairs of shoes though. Any thoughts?
Myspace sucks... it's getting deleted soon. I hate it. It should go to hell.
I think this is my longest post ever! sweet!
Ohh, by the way, Kim is amazing! Although I'm still the sexiest person I know.
I haven't spent many night staying up thinking about what I'm doing, but I've definitely spent a few.
Blah blah blah, no one cares so here it is in short, just to rant.
Paintball, I'm very successful at it and it is something I like a lot and love spending my time doing, BUT I don't see 100% future in it. Right now I'm very skeptical about there being a profitable future in paintball. I could be Interning or making money and doind other things that will help me in the future. I don't know what I want to do. I haven't been able to hold a decent job because I can't work weekends and I travel twice a month.
This sucks... I realized I don't like to work at a place selling suits to someone and lieing 50% of the time just to get a sale, although I just say what I'm told to. I guess I'm the only smart employee who actually researches to see if what they tell me if true.
I've gotten really good at poker online, but I still make a few big mistakes that cost me greatly. Why can't I just play smart all the time and not get greedy?!?! I lost over $100 of my poker money in $2/$4 games online in 2 days because of hands I had 90% or better to win, and the bitch pulls lucky shit to beat my hand, then I play on tilt. Atleast I have a some $left to work with.
School is great though. Can't complain there.
I honestly wish I was rich enough and just took classes to learn about things I am truely interested in.
Reading: Matt reading? HAHA how funny... No seriously, I've been reading a lot lately. It's definitely something I thought would never happen, but it's happened. What comes next?
If you want my reading list, it includes: "1 fish 2 fish, red fish blue fish" "Jenna Jameson's sex book" "Dr. Phil's book" "Ty's book about making kick ass house renovations" <--- ok, I'm just kidding, but I do read, just books that aren't those.
except all Dr. Seuss books rock and I own most all of them! Take that!!!
Justin, I swear I had songs for a CD that you need for your IPOD nano, but I lost them. I have SOOO much music on my computer now I'm thinking about carrying it around on my back with stereo headphones plugged in just like people with their IPODS.
I'm going to start the new "thing!" Who will need any type of memory devices like flash drives, CD's, and floppy disks. Just travel with a computer and a cat 5 cable. Yes... I know. I'm Scene.
On another note: I'm going to start wearing 2 of everything. 2 button down shirts at once, 2 pairs of socks, 2 pairs of pants or shorts, 2 hats if I wear one, and yes... 2 boxers/boxer briefs. it's hot... I'm not sure if I can pull off the 2 pairs of shoes though. Any thoughts?
Myspace sucks... it's getting deleted soon. I hate it. It should go to hell.
I think this is my longest post ever! sweet!
Ohh, by the way, Kim is amazing! Although I'm still the sexiest person I know.