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I just popped in to say that
I love him so much
I can't believe how comfortable I am around him, how safe I feel. His voice is calming and caring. He keeps asking 'will you marry me?' and it is the most sincere thing I have ever heard. We have fun together. We are free to be ourselves completely, but also to act in ways we would usually not act, without feeling bad about it. The things we are self conscious about are the things the other one loves the most. There is a person out there who will go through fire and snowstorms to keep me safe, and who I would do the same for. Who accepts me for who I am and respects me. Who trusts me enough to let me see him when he is the most vulnerable. Who brings out the best and worst in me, and who has stolen my heart and refuse to give it back.
Lately a lot of people have been asking (out loud and indirectly) why the hell I am marrying him, and saying forever. Well this is why. I know that I am only 20, should spend a couple of more years kissing frogs, and get an education and a job I'm gonna keep until I retire before settling down. I might not know the details of what I want to do with my life, but I know the big thing: I want to be happy. That is my one life goal. And I think I have a much better shot at being happy with the path I have chosen then with the one the society thinks I should choose. So people can just bite me.
Ugh, another work week approaching.....
I love him so much
I can't believe how comfortable I am around him, how safe I feel. His voice is calming and caring. He keeps asking 'will you marry me?' and it is the most sincere thing I have ever heard. We have fun together. We are free to be ourselves completely, but also to act in ways we would usually not act, without feeling bad about it. The things we are self conscious about are the things the other one loves the most. There is a person out there who will go through fire and snowstorms to keep me safe, and who I would do the same for. Who accepts me for who I am and respects me. Who trusts me enough to let me see him when he is the most vulnerable. Who brings out the best and worst in me, and who has stolen my heart and refuse to give it back.
Lately a lot of people have been asking (out loud and indirectly) why the hell I am marrying him, and saying forever. Well this is why. I know that I am only 20, should spend a couple of more years kissing frogs, and get an education and a job I'm gonna keep until I retire before settling down. I might not know the details of what I want to do with my life, but I know the big thing: I want to be happy. That is my one life goal. And I think I have a much better shot at being happy with the path I have chosen then with the one the society thinks I should choose. So people can just bite me.
Ugh, another work week approaching.....