May 02, 2006 17:44
It's never been this hard to go back. I've been sleeping from 08-16 for a few days now, I almost turned around yesterday, woke up at 7 in the morning but fell asleep at 9 again when my inner clock said midnight (which isn't late for me, I don't know what's going on) I have an exam tomorrow at 9 and it would be very bad if I fell asleep then. Not that I would do good on it, I can't seem to consentrate. And it's math, I love it. So I am basically taking the exam so that when I fail I get a free retake (otherwise $80) (was gonna retake it anyways). And also b/c I am lazy and never got around to tell Egil that I was skipping it......
Today is warm, almost 60*F!! And sunny, so I am going for another walk, at least I get something somewhat productive done...
I'm on the edge to understanding integration, which is something I guess.
And I miss my boy like crazy. Which probably is causing the non-concentration-ness. I've pretty much gone from 100 to 0 and I hate it. There's nothing here besides homework that I can't seem to get done. The only thing I have is to get through the next 6 weeks and be done with Andenes. Run far away and never come back. Yes, that sounds good.
Hopefully my walk will cheer me up
math,
school,
weird night,
april visit,
exams