Angerkrab
WOW, WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH ME THESE DAYS?
Ever since Saturday I've been the angriest little Staresy ever. I've been ragin' about everything and everyone and I've not been shy about saying it :S. What's going on, I'm NEVER this angry, usually if I wake up after a night of being pissed off I end up greetin' like a cow or I just feel different and better but this is way strange. I'm Still completely pissed off and I just feel like telling a total stranger how shite they are and hope it'll make them jump off a bridge! OOOfft what a horrible nasty boy I've become, but I'm enjoying it all. It's as if I'm trying my best to make folk hate me and getting off on it. Hehe, even the thought of it puts a smile on my face.
LOL I'm turning into a crabbit old man. Yaaaaas! I was talking to Kelv last night and he was on about folk taking advantage of him all the time, getting on guestlists etc and I told him to get them to fuck. There's not enough time in the world to be nice to folk you don't like. GAWD! How many times have I sat in the Catty or the pubs with some fuckbiter chewing the ear off me for half an hour about pish I'm not even interested in and I sit with a smile on my face listening to the crap!
NAE MAIR!!!!!!!!! I can't be fucked with it. If I know you and all of a sudden I seem to just walk by you and not speak then THAT'S FUCKING WHY! Persistance in the field will result in a type A, defcon 1, red alert, Desi 16" fuck off.
Jeez I did it last night to Colin and Martin. I dunno if they thought I was kidding or not but I made myself pretty clear that I thought they were fuddbuckets and I didn't want to speak to them again. Wee arseholes are always nipping the ear off me telling me about their riffs AND FUCKING SINGING THEM TO ME! GAAAAAA If I hear "Oh it goes like DAAAAA DAN DUN DUN DADADADADA! One more time I swear to christ I would kill them. Don't think it's a problem anymore though LOL!
I want to know what triggered this state of anger. In fact it doesn't feel like anger to me, it feels like I've opened some sort of floodgates and I'm letting a lot of built up shit out, it's just that people seem to be getting in the way and I'm having fun telling them to shift.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Dunno, could be this or that, fuck knows, but it's amazing how much stuff you can get seen to and done when you're not caring what others think.
It's gonna puzzle me for a bit cos I'm not sure when it's gonna end, I really am so angry at everything and everyone and this kind of mood lasting for 3 days is unheard of in the realm of Staresy. AS most of you will know, If I get pissed of with someone It'll last a day at the most then I'll just be all forgiveness after that (Unless you've really fucked me off!) but this chip on my shoulder seems to be about the whole world and it's not going away!
Do I want it to? Am I being nasty? No I don't think so, I'm just being more honest that's all. In fact I've been telling the people that I do like actually how much I like them.
Suppose It is just me being more honest and less politely two-faced.
Still getting off on the anger tho hehe!
Ever since Saturday I've been the angriest little Staresy ever. I've been ragin' about everything and everyone and I've not been shy about saying it :S. What's going on, I'm NEVER this angry, usually if I wake up after a night of being pissed off I end up greetin' like a cow or I just feel different and better but this is way strange. I'm Still completely pissed off and I just feel like telling a total stranger how shite they are and hope it'll make them jump off a bridge! OOOfft what a horrible nasty boy I've become, but I'm enjoying it all. It's as if I'm trying my best to make folk hate me and getting off on it. Hehe, even the thought of it puts a smile on my face.
LOL I'm turning into a crabbit old man. Yaaaaas! I was talking to Kelv last night and he was on about folk taking advantage of him all the time, getting on guestlists etc and I told him to get them to fuck. There's not enough time in the world to be nice to folk you don't like. GAWD! How many times have I sat in the Catty or the pubs with some fuckbiter chewing the ear off me for half an hour about pish I'm not even interested in and I sit with a smile on my face listening to the crap!
NAE MAIR!!!!!!!!! I can't be fucked with it. If I know you and all of a sudden I seem to just walk by you and not speak then THAT'S FUCKING WHY! Persistance in the field will result in a type A, defcon 1, red alert, Desi 16" fuck off.
Jeez I did it last night to Colin and Martin. I dunno if they thought I was kidding or not but I made myself pretty clear that I thought they were fuddbuckets and I didn't want to speak to them again. Wee arseholes are always nipping the ear off me telling me about their riffs AND FUCKING SINGING THEM TO ME! GAAAAAA If I hear "Oh it goes like DAAAAA DAN DUN DUN DADADADADA! One more time I swear to christ I would kill them. Don't think it's a problem anymore though LOL!
I want to know what triggered this state of anger. In fact it doesn't feel like anger to me, it feels like I've opened some sort of floodgates and I'm letting a lot of built up shit out, it's just that people seem to be getting in the way and I'm having fun telling them to shift.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Dunno, could be this or that, fuck knows, but it's amazing how much stuff you can get seen to and done when you're not caring what others think.
It's gonna puzzle me for a bit cos I'm not sure when it's gonna end, I really am so angry at everything and everyone and this kind of mood lasting for 3 days is unheard of in the realm of Staresy. AS most of you will know, If I get pissed of with someone It'll last a day at the most then I'll just be all forgiveness after that (Unless you've really fucked me off!) but this chip on my shoulder seems to be about the whole world and it's not going away!
Do I want it to? Am I being nasty? No I don't think so, I'm just being more honest that's all. In fact I've been telling the people that I do like actually how much I like them.
Suppose It is just me being more honest and less politely two-faced.
Still getting off on the anger tho hehe!