Mar 31, 2004 20:28
It's amazing how quickly your life can change within a single second. One day you're fine and then the next you're in a puddle of tears, screaming on the inside and trying to remove the layers of hate. You keep scratching at the layers, tearing and clawing to get them off. It does nothing, the pain is engrained into the bone, it will never leave.
Its been one of those days that seems to go so well and is destroyed by a single thing. It just fell apart, ripped me up inside. I never even thought about this happening, never thought that i would react this way.
*sigh* It is one of those days where i want to curl up into a little ball and die. But that would solve nothing.
This is just a little tribute to a friend of mine.
Kyma, I hope you find peace within yourself to live as a soul. I hope that you achieved what you wanted in life. I hope you are happy now. You will be greatly missed by all the people who knew you well. It is a shame that you had to leave us so early, but sometimes the pain is to great to continue. We shall see you again, whether its soon or not, we'll meet again.
So rest in peace.
heres a song that suited, seeing as the last time i saw her was at the Sevendust concert.
Angel's Son - Sevendust
Life is changing
I can't go on without you
Rearranging. I will be strong
I'll stand by you
(You were fighting everyday)
(So hard to hide the pain)
(I know you never said goodbye)
(I had so much left to say)
One last song
Given to an Angel's Son
As soon as you were gone
As soon as you were gone
I have a new life now
She lives through you
What can I do
I Feel so alone now
I pray for you
We still love you
I can't believe you're gone
I can't believe