Stress relief # - I lost count.
Good lord at all the updates lately, idk. It's just nice to get a load of stress off. Rambling usually works well with me, especially if it's to a potentially fictitious audience who will bear no burden reading. S'how I work, I s'pose. Work was bleh. I woke up at 6:30 to get there on time for staff training. Wasn't TOO bad, but orz at the tiredness. 7:30-8:30 was training. Look at my schedule and feel relieved that I have a spare during the 2nd activity. So, right before 2nd activity is supposed to start, I check the master schedule to make sure nobody has switched in last minute. Perfect. My block is clean for this hour-long period. After a short period of rejoicing for life finally cutting me a break, I head on over to the N building. About 5-10 minutes after I get there, a group shows up. The instructor lets half the kids in the room herself, and then asks me okay if they come and take up my spare to do chess and checkers because it was too hot outside to play in the soccer field. Most of the kids are playing with pieces and then she says she can just take them to the cafeteria to sit for the period if I'm not okay with it. Like I could possibly say no and expect to keep my job after the kids have started playing. Bitch. So my spare turns into keeping two girls from fighting and getting upset and a bunch of others for playing house with the big pieces. Wtf. Get a life peo - God damnit. I just got a call from Joe, Matthew's having something tomorrow. He's leaving as a missionary to go to Morocco or something for two years. While we're not really that close, he's been one of the 3-4 people I've been able to really call "friend" these past five years. I should probably go say bye. Just orz. Work ends at 6 tomorrow. He doesn't even know what he's doing, it'll probably just be video games at his house. I'd probably have to rush over after work, then make it home by 9ish if Andrea plans on being home for then. Yes, it'll be the only chance to see him before he leaves for two years, but him and I have never been that close, and that may be another night I don't get to do stuff with Andrea, which has been the one thing I've been longing for. It has been the glue that has helped me keep my sanity together this long. Meh. Just. Hate. Timing. Watch tomorrow be the one day that she'd be home early. Yes, I've become that pessimistic as of late. Week 4 is almost done. That pays off my first trip and is enough for a second set of tickets at the same price range as the first. If I can manage to stay on for week 6, I'll have enough to pay completely for two new trips, however that doesn't count the money I need for phone/FFXI/school. Maybe I can put aside birthday money and such if it becomes that bad, we'll see. Just two weeks more to go after this week ends. I'm hoping - praying - that this weekend goes well, and I can relax just a bit. We'll see.