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it happened...but then IT happened. my heart just about exploded with joy
my dad is a fucking asshole. i told him i was going to mikels...but i didnt tell him that She was picking me up. he didnt like that. and he didnt believe that i was goving to mikels...which i wasnt. how do they always fucking kno?! we had this long ass talk about how im different...which i am. they think that She might be a bad influence on me. which is ironic because She's a good influence on me and im a bad influence on Her. amazing how dilusional parents can be. i was about to tell my dad everything...i mean everything...but then i thought better of it. w/e...now im here with history hw to keep me company.
my parents have been taking away my cell at night so i cant talk to Her and keep them awake. they even took the house phone away. now i dont sleep at all. at least talking to Her made me sleep a lil better. my insomnia is making me crazy...i think that statement may have been far too literal. oooooooo scary! wut if i become insane?! have u ever wondred wut an insane person thinks. how do they precieve the world? do they think that we're the carzy ones?...correction: do we think that ur the crzy ones? HA! (...still as sane as ever)
mel is starting to talk to me again. thats good. i cant stand it when people r mad at me. our friendship is still sensitive but hopefilly repairable.