why is celine dion in car commercials now?
last night I was sad, because it sucks being so lonely all the time. right now, the person I wanna talk to the most is karl, and I know he's probably busy. well shoot, I'm busy too. but I'm dying to know what he's up to.
anyway, last night, I stayed up as long as I could manage. I always feel like I shouldn't be going to bed when I know I could be talking to someone. I think, "should I turn off my cell phone now? no, maybe I'll get a message on it yet. maybe someone out there is thinking of me too." yeah, that never happens. but wishful thinking is... well, kinda dumb, if you do it to the extent that I do.
I'm on a diet now. not the best diet, not the healthiest one, but one I think will show me results.
amanda has IMed me, and that makes me really, really happy. she is so cool. and this is great, cuz now I don't feel quite as lonely.
carol got me a birthday present and dropped it off at work today. it's a maxine book from hallmark. maxine is that cranky old lady from the comic strips that wears sunglasses and bunny slippers all the time, and she has that little white dog. she also got me a card and signe it "love, your mount mom". ain't she a sweet thang?
I have brandon's picture in my nametag at work, and maria pointed out one time that my real motive for doing it is getting people to talk to me about it. they always say, "is that your husband?" and it makes me so happy and so sad and so frustrated all at once.
when spring comes, I'll clean my room, and get a real nice frame to put his other picture in. and I'll put it someplace where I can always see it, and it can always see me.
anyway, last night, I stayed up as long as I could manage. I always feel like I shouldn't be going to bed when I know I could be talking to someone. I think, "should I turn off my cell phone now? no, maybe I'll get a message on it yet. maybe someone out there is thinking of me too." yeah, that never happens. but wishful thinking is... well, kinda dumb, if you do it to the extent that I do.
I'm on a diet now. not the best diet, not the healthiest one, but one I think will show me results.
amanda has IMed me, and that makes me really, really happy. she is so cool. and this is great, cuz now I don't feel quite as lonely.
carol got me a birthday present and dropped it off at work today. it's a maxine book from hallmark. maxine is that cranky old lady from the comic strips that wears sunglasses and bunny slippers all the time, and she has that little white dog. she also got me a card and signe it "love, your mount mom". ain't she a sweet thang?
I have brandon's picture in my nametag at work, and maria pointed out one time that my real motive for doing it is getting people to talk to me about it. they always say, "is that your husband?" and it makes me so happy and so sad and so frustrated all at once.
when spring comes, I'll clean my room, and get a real nice frame to put his other picture in. and I'll put it someplace where I can always see it, and it can always see me.