oh jesus, just kill me, kill me now
I, kristen preusser, have food poisoning.
you know where from? the greasy fucks at burger king. every friday we eat out because no one wants to cook, so mom got me burger king. she and dad had something else. but it made me SO sick. I noticed an hour later I felt like there was a rock at the pit of my stomach. I tossed restlessly in bed until getting up at 3:30 to go throw up.
I have thrown up EIGHT TIMES in the last NINE HOURS.
I am fucking tired of it. figures, me with my vomitphobia, and my big present for the weekend is a porcelain bus driver's license. shit.
I cry ballistically every time it happens. it scares me terribly.
I was up all nignt, not one wink of sleep. my mom sayed downstairs to be my mommy nurse, and that was nice, but my chest is so sore from all that heaving. my entire body hurts from the lack of sleep. and then, you know, the dehydration, and the hunger, but not being able to do anything about it because ever water makes me run for the bathroom.
did you know? whn you're naseous, you're not supposed to drink water because its moleclar weight is so heavy that when it drops into your stomach it's like a guarantee that you're gonna hurl. it's true.
so I'm really miserable. had to call out of work. I feel like I keep getting fevers, but I'm not, I just get hot and cold. I'm starving. I'm thirsty. and terrified.
and I want my mommy.
I have to carry a bucket around wherever I go. this really sucks big fat ass.
I feel so degraded. and disgusting. and just awful....
you know where from? the greasy fucks at burger king. every friday we eat out because no one wants to cook, so mom got me burger king. she and dad had something else. but it made me SO sick. I noticed an hour later I felt like there was a rock at the pit of my stomach. I tossed restlessly in bed until getting up at 3:30 to go throw up.
I have thrown up EIGHT TIMES in the last NINE HOURS.
I am fucking tired of it. figures, me with my vomitphobia, and my big present for the weekend is a porcelain bus driver's license. shit.
I cry ballistically every time it happens. it scares me terribly.
I was up all nignt, not one wink of sleep. my mom sayed downstairs to be my mommy nurse, and that was nice, but my chest is so sore from all that heaving. my entire body hurts from the lack of sleep. and then, you know, the dehydration, and the hunger, but not being able to do anything about it because ever water makes me run for the bathroom.
did you know? whn you're naseous, you're not supposed to drink water because its moleclar weight is so heavy that when it drops into your stomach it's like a guarantee that you're gonna hurl. it's true.
so I'm really miserable. had to call out of work. I feel like I keep getting fevers, but I'm not, I just get hot and cold. I'm starving. I'm thirsty. and terrified.
and I want my mommy.
I have to carry a bucket around wherever I go. this really sucks big fat ass.
I feel so degraded. and disgusting. and just awful....