the hills, the greenest green, in seattle.....
it is very nice to be home. *sigh* ^^ but I'm glad it won't be for 5 weeks this time... that was just too long.
last night I got to sleep in the big fluffy bed in my room. it was....soooo....comfy. I felt all happy and warm to come home to a freshly cleaned bed...
mom and I went out in the new saturn today. we went to target, and I saw john, a guy I used to work with. 'twas weird. it reminded me that I really was home.
but the saturn, she upsets me. she has usurped bob's throne. I'm mostly mad at my dad for it, for selling him off in such a hurry, and for not even having the decency to wait 3 more weeks for my spring break so I could say my goodbye and drive him some more. as if it's not bad enough being immobile at school, but when I'm home, too? I'm sorry, but that just sucks balls. and sometimes it's really hard not to feel like my place in the family is overlooked, just because I'm away at school.
I don't even like talking about the car. I'll be holding a grudge over it for a long, long time.
I got spongebob cereal, and I'm greatly excited by it.
on the down side, I am tragically poor, which will make anything I try to do rather interesting. I've promised gifts for austin and jesse, but other than that....oh man, I am BROKEZ. so broke, I had to tag a z to the end.
I get to see rachael soon! hurrah!!! ^^
and tomorrow I'll be in the hospital, for at least half the day. I expect to be pretty drained. but, good god, I need this infusion so badly...I have just felt like shit, shit, shitty mcshitshit. the pain has been excrutiating. and I'm always tired. so, I hope it makes me better...
I'm worried about austin. I hope he'll be okay. :< I do love him so so much...
well, off to seek dinner now. tra!
last night I got to sleep in the big fluffy bed in my room. it was....soooo....comfy. I felt all happy and warm to come home to a freshly cleaned bed...
mom and I went out in the new saturn today. we went to target, and I saw john, a guy I used to work with. 'twas weird. it reminded me that I really was home.
but the saturn, she upsets me. she has usurped bob's throne. I'm mostly mad at my dad for it, for selling him off in such a hurry, and for not even having the decency to wait 3 more weeks for my spring break so I could say my goodbye and drive him some more. as if it's not bad enough being immobile at school, but when I'm home, too? I'm sorry, but that just sucks balls. and sometimes it's really hard not to feel like my place in the family is overlooked, just because I'm away at school.
I don't even like talking about the car. I'll be holding a grudge over it for a long, long time.
I got spongebob cereal, and I'm greatly excited by it.
on the down side, I am tragically poor, which will make anything I try to do rather interesting. I've promised gifts for austin and jesse, but other than that....oh man, I am BROKEZ. so broke, I had to tag a z to the end.
I get to see rachael soon! hurrah!!! ^^
and tomorrow I'll be in the hospital, for at least half the day. I expect to be pretty drained. but, good god, I need this infusion so badly...I have just felt like shit, shit, shitty mcshitshit. the pain has been excrutiating. and I'm always tired. so, I hope it makes me better...
I'm worried about austin. I hope he'll be okay. :< I do love him so so much...
well, off to seek dinner now. tra!