Jan 28, 2004 09:41
I realized yesterday that it has only been one week since I've been back. it's felt like at least two-- and I've had the work load of at least two.
I'm so stressed out, it's not even cool. and I'm not feeling well, either. I just want things to calm down... to get back in my groove... and for whatever reason, maybe because my roommate klunks around in the morning like a blind elephant, my biological clock absolutely refuses to let me sleep past 9 anymore. in fact, most days, I get up at 8, 8:30. INSANITY!!! I have one early class at 9:25 on tuesday only.... the rest of the days, I can sleep until late, since I start at 1 and 4:30. but no. I just have to be all weird like that.
all of my friends are having really awful stuff happen to them. or something traumatic. and that stresses me out too.
today is wednesday. wednesday is not my friend. neither is monday. why? because my schedule is 1-1:50 (poetry) in uhall. then, at 2, I have compy animation at st. rob's. for you non-LMUers, the walk from uhall to st. rob's is a fawking PILGRIMAGE. like, it's walking around the border of campus, halfway around the entire place. it is murder. and this class is hard, which makes it even more icky. when I get out of it at 4, I have a half hour to go back to my room, get my drawing supplies, maybe MAYBE scarf a quick bite, and then off to art at 4:30 from 7. it's hard to do any homework afterward, seeing how I'm basically dead to the world.
so. theorhetically, my schedule isn't too bad. one morning class and all afternoon classes is pretty dern good. but it's also severly draining.
this weekend I plan to help austin move out. I just hope I feel well to do that. I miss him. ::kisses her a-kun::
yesterday wasn't too bad of a day. I had lunch with justin outside in sunken gardens, kinda like a picnic, and we had a little powwow. he had some things bugging him he wanted to discuss, and I kinda did too, so we had a moral booster convo and it was pretty nice. then at night, I went to the lair with ash and ali, and we met up with ashley's friend calvin. calvin is an extremely cool kid. we all went to ali's room and played rummicub and apples to apples (both board games, fear not) and had a really silly time. we wore our fake teeth and everything and took digital pictures... oh ali, send them out to us, please!!
so....yeah. sorry for the lack of updating lately. but life is grabbing me by the hair right now, and I have to do my best to keep up with it.... because, if I stop along the way, well... I'll get my scalp ripped off.
calvin,
austin,
ali,
ashley,
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