this...
http://www.angelfire.com/wa2/kreeton/austin.jpg...is the man that I love.
I love you, I love you, I love you, austin.
here's an amusing snippet of an IM I had with bryan just now (y'know, the one I was gonna go out with a long time ago, but who I didn't once I found out he was a jackass):
[he was asking me about austin.]
AAAGolfAddict23: what have u two done
me: ooooooh I bet you'd like to know.......
me: lol
AAAGolfAddict23: i would
me: we've done a lot
AAAGolfAddict23: like?
me: *cough*
me: liiiiiike.
AAAGolfAddict23: would u want to break up with him and get with me??????
me: um...no.
me: sorry.
me: I'm crazy for him.
AAAGolfAddict23: oikk
me: we're so perfect for each other
me: and you said you didn't like me anyway
AAAGolfAddict23: i did
AAAGolfAddict23: and ur making me feel sad
me: awww
me: I'm sorry
AAAGolfAddict23: seriouslly
me: but you made it pretty clear you couldn't get with me
AAAGolfAddict23: i aint trying to be a pain
AAAGolfAddict23: but u are
AAAGolfAddict23: i did????
me: so I considered myself dropped and went looking elsewhere
me: yeah... guess that's just how it goes, though.
AAAGolfAddict23: ohh
AAAGolfAddict23: well i am still bummed single
well well. bryan, justin, louis... these boys, they try and try, and once it dawns on me that they're not worth my affections, and find the man of my dreams, then they come back on their hands and knees. well, sorry, lads... I intend to hold on to this one. here's his secret: he treats me right!!!! (aside from being completely perfect in every other area, too.)
so. my previously promised detailed entry will come later. I'm still trying to adjust to being back.