steffie, i love you!!! you are so freaking hilarious, you know what? i think you need to come visit me here in lonely little old camas, so you can stop wanting to get trashed. *nods in agreement with herself* yes, you must come up here girlie. + btw, i DO read these, i was wondering why you hadn't updated in a while, and i got a myspace too, email me!!!
I know you read these! I'm sorry I haven't been around online much, my computer is broken so I'm using my stepdad's when he's not home so I can't be on it much. I will e-mail you first chance I get! I was thinking about e-mailing you the other day and then I got your comment! And what else is ironic is that my mommmy's been asking were I want to go for summer vacation and I keep saying "Washington so I can see Maria!" I really hope I can go. If that wanna be plan turns into something else I'll let you know. btw I love you too!!!
Stephanie, this is Kenny. I guess I wrote anonymously because i cant help but feel responsible for some of what you feel, (that and i no longer have a livejournal). I'll always be your friend Stephanie, and you can talk to me about anything you want. It just kills me to see you this way, you've been such a good friend to me, and I know i've been far from that at times, for that i apologize. But just know that Your friends do care, i know it might not seem like they do sometimes. But I don't know so i can't speak for everyone. I just really don't want to see you waste away if theres someone you can talk to about it, and something you can do.
I figured it was you but I hate secrets. Believe it or not, I honestly don't feel like you're completely there. Now that you have what you've been wanting it seems like you don't need me and the same goes for Katie. I'm tired of finding hints and clues to a puzzle I've been forced to complete and I'm tired of secrets. I feel shut out and useless. I'm not sorry I feel this way because I think it's how most humans would feel about this situation if they were in my position. I don't want to lose my friends but if I'm just someone to be around then no such friendship exists.
I think you have it wrong steffie, i'm not trying to keep any secrets from you, what exactly am i supposed to tell you anyways? And if you think that i used you to get to katie, then you're definitely wrong there. I don't mean to not be there for everyone, honestly I don't. But there's hardly enough me for me, I wish i could move the world for everyone, but i'm one person, and have one heart. I don't barely have enough time for my friends even, ask any of them. And if you want to talk about it, you can call me anytime, i'm not meaning to hide anything, all i'm doing is trying to practice some tact, because i know how we once felt about eachother, and that talking about certain things with certain people is a no-no. But i don't really go around talking about my personal life with anyone, and am not really all there because i've been deep in thought. I'm sorry that i've made you feel this way, and if you could tell me what these secrets are that i'm keeping from you i'd like to know, because you know just as much as anybody, and i'd be
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Of course you hardly post. xP
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