9 hours...

Feb 17, 2008 10:55

So I spent 9 hours in a truck yesterday to go to WI for the BF to ride at an indoor track... in turn, it ended up being their busiest day ever and they weren't prepared, so he only rode 3 times.... 3 TIMES! For just 10 minutes each... Yeah. Seriously. Ugh. So needless to say, my night was not near as much fun as my Friday night... Being::::
I got to go out with my girl friends to the bar... and I got to see him. I looked and looked and looked for someone to go with me and when my friend said she'd go, i was unbelievably excited! So we walk in and I see him... and my jaw dropped! So smokin' hot... Yet I'm not with him. He knows I like him, but I have a boyfriend that I love. I've never been in this predicament before... I honestly don't know what to do. No one has ever said such sweet things to me before. He makes me feel amazing. I just can't get over it, and everywhere I go (with anyone...) I'm thinking of him. The song "the story" kind of helps a few times...::::

I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what
I've been through like you do

Just a blurb of it... a little cheesy. I think he'll like it a bit... :)

So on another note, I got offered a new job. I took it Friday. I have to turn in my 2 weeks notice tomorrow. I'm a little nervous about that part, the people where I work now can be so unbelievably cruel and I have to meet with all of them to explain why I don't want to stay there. Its not like I can be completely honest and say "because you're all ignorant and cocky and absolutely the crudest people I've ever come across..." So I will have to pull something out my ass I guess instead. Oh well, at least I wont have to keep working there and my stress levels will be unbelievably lower!

So there's the story....

Peace out!
C
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