We a-finne to do this here update COUNTRY STYLE

Jan 05, 2004 18:33

Virginia was beyond incredible. Gina and I spent 9 days together, and each day was beyond perfect... I met all of her brothers and a lot of her extended fambly, it was really cool. Any time Gina and I spend together, we have the best time ever, and everything is perfect... though there wasn't much to do in Tappahannock, Virginia, we still had insane amounts of fun :) We watched many movies, lol, we sat and laid on the creaky-as-shit antique bed whose boards always fell onto the floor with a mighty boom, we played oodles of DDR, and Gina lost EVERY SINGLE TIME killed me horribely 3 times and tied with me 4 times ;), ate a hearty helping of Turkey Ass, we took lots of pictures (I think I lost the camera....) and also dressed me up like a girl ("Do you think she's hot?"), I did Gina's makeup, lmfao... :), I used tweezers to remove my facial hair (OUCH), We straightened my hair and Gina's too, and went to Wal Mart and bought a beanie for 96 cents! What a phenomenal deal! We went to Sheetz a few times.... :-). We went and saw the lord of the rings which was great, talked about a lot of things, of course got that huggle in, lol, we listened to music and laid on the floor, we played with Cameron, but mostly made fun of him and told him to go away, hahahah. "Chika-ma-oom," lmfao. We definitely gave our gay voices a workout, we had a lot of mt. dew, hawaiian punch, and lemonade, hahahaha. we took a walk and saw ... nothing, we drove 7 miles... to get into town. lol, that place blows, but we managed to have quite an incredible time! Yeah, we figured out that Christina's boobs are definitely getting FAKE, and that Britney is hot. We have a long list of people that we'd do, and Degrassi is godly, lol. The whole trip was just amazing beyond description, and it was really, really sad to leave. We were both quite sad and depressed on that last night and morning, which really, really sucked. The thing that sucked most was watching her go through it. We know that everything will work with the long distance, but leaving and saying "bye," or, in our case, "See you later," is always an unhappy ordeal. Well, I really do hate to cut this short, but I'm gay and have lots of AP American homework to do. :(

Gina, I love you infinitely. Nothing's going to change that.

:-*

Thank you for the most incredible 9 days of my life.

Love now and forever,

Chris


You. You were a friend. You were a friend of mine I let you spend the night

You see how it was my fault. Of course it was mine.

I'm too hard at work. Have you ever heard of anything so absurd ever in your life.

I'm sorry for wasting your time.

Who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's my job to make the most of it

Of course I didn't know that it would happen to me. Not that easy.

Hey what's that you say? You're not blaming me for anything that's great

But I don't break that easy. Does it fade away?

So that's why I'm apologizing now for telling you I thought that we could make it

I just don't get enough to believe that we've both changed.

Who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's my time to make the most of it

How could I ever know that this would happen to me, not that easy, no

All along the fault is up for grabs why don't you have it

Well it's for sale go make your offer, I'll sell it for no less than what I bought it for

Pay no more than absolutely zero.

Well neither one of us deserves the blame because opportunities moved us away

And it's not an easy thing to learn to play a game that's made for two that's you and me

The rules remain a mystery. See it can be easy.

Who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's our time to make the most of it

How could we ever know that this would happen to me, not that easy, no

All along the fault is up for grabs and there you have it

Well it's for sale go make your offer, I'll sell it for no less than what I bought it for

Pay no more than absolutely zero.

(sad song, that's the opposite of us :)

++

'I'm overjoyed and over loved and feeling lucky

like a little boy who's hiding under covers

and looking to discover any way to play the part inside his darkened cave

well the meaning of life it starts at the nightlight

close your eyes and hope to see mine

well I've seen a thousand things in one place

but I stopped my counting when I saw your face

erasing memory I feel as though I've never seen a face before

until I saw your eyes smiling back at me thru my tears

I've been counting all these years

Now suddenly the thousand things I've seen were

nothing more than dreams of you and me

you and me quietly at a stand still

fortunately you will kiss me and I'll kiss you back

fact of the matter of is that I don't know what the latter is

that I always wanted to kiss you but

I always wanted to run from you

Because I always wanted to miss you

And that I've always wanted to come for you

So... how do you do?

++

His after moan though cries oh no

He's building up a shine but he take it slow

And he knows it time to make a change here And time to get away

And he knows it's time for all the wrong reasons And time to end the pain

But he sleep all, sleep all day, sleep all, we sleep all day over again

Why don't we?

She said what would your mother think and how would your father react oh lord

Would he take it all back what they've done

No way he said take it, take it and don't break it with your own two hands

That was my old man and he said

if all is grounded you should go make a mountain out of it

oh what a lovely day to have a slice of humble pie

recalling of the while we used to drive and drive here and there

going nowhere but for us, nowhere but for the two of us

and we knew it was time to take a chance here

and time to compromise our lives for awhile

and it was time for all the wrong reasons

but time is often on my side and I give it to you tonight

and we sleep all, sleep all day, sleep all, we sleep all day over again

as time goes by we get a little bit tired waking and baked another Marlboro mile wide

it's sending the boys on the run in the time in hot summer sun

to swim beneath or over outside as they're reading between the lines

then they remember the part in the hallmark card where they read about the dreams

and reaching for the stars to hold on a little bit closer to

and they knew it was time, time to take a chance here

time to compromise our little lives for just a little while

and they knew it was time for all the wrong reasons

as time is often on my side and I give it to you, oh boy

and we sleep all, sleep all day, sleep all, we sleep all day over again

She said what would your mother think and how would your father react oh lord

Would he take it all back what they've done

No way he said take it, take it and don't break it with your own two hands

That was my old man and he said

if all is grounded you should go make a mountain out of it

++

Good-day sunlight

I'd like to say how truly bright you are

You don't know me but I know you

You're my favorite star

Follow you I will so lets get moving

Who needs shelter when the mornings coming?

Absolutely there's no one

Who needs shelter from the sun?

Not me, no. not anyone.

By your clock the cock rooster crows

Then off to work where everybody goes

Slow, But eventually they get there

Picking up the day shift back where all left off

Confined and pecking at relationships

You know it's only a worthless piece of shit

Who needs shelter when the mornings coming?

Absolutely there's no one

Who needs shelter from the sun?

Not me, no. not anyone.

I'd sleep it all away but the sun wont let me

I'd miss those lovely days of summer

Good-day sunlight

I'd like to say how truly bright you are

You don't know me but I know you

You're my favorite.

++

Go make your next choice be your best choice

And if you're looking for a boy with a voice, well baby I'm single

Are you in the mood for some dude, are you in the mood to be subdued

Or would you rather just mingle?

Let's get set then to go then and let us jet set we'll be like the Jetsons

You can be Jane my wife. Should I marry Jane tonight?

I would if I could. I'd do most anything spontaneously.

Or we can keep chilling like ice cream filling

We can cool in the gang if you'd rather hang

Ain't no thing. I can be lugubrious with you.

I got no ifs ands ors no wits or whats about it

But this place is getting crowded and my house is two blocks away

Or maybe closer

I would if I could. I'd do most anything spontaneously.

You know I would, if I could. I'll do anything spontaneously.

If you could be nimble, you'd have it simple just like me.

So go on and try it, do not deny yourself your freedom.

So step on up to the plate get a date with mraz

See you better act fast because supplies they never

Now did you know this is limited time offer

So go make your mind up before our times up

You better start winding it up because the party's almost over

(and if you should know girl, go a little bit lower now)

see how I would, if I could. I'd do most anything spontaneously.

You know I would, and I can prove it. I'll do anything spontaneously.

++

I saw fireworks from the freeway and behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away

Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring

now something on the surface it stings

that something on the surface it kind of makes me nervous who says that you deserve this

and what kind of god would serve this? We will cure this dirty old disease

if you've got the poison I've got the remedy

the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison

I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words

I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on

So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.

I won't worry my life away.

I heard two men talking on the radio in a cross fire kind of new reality show

Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack

they were counting down the days to stab the brother in the be right back after this

the unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast his catastrophe

dance with me, because if you've got the poison, I've got the remedy

the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison

I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words

I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on

So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.

I wo'nt worry my life away.

When I fall in love I take my time

There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind

You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

Because

the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison

I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words

I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on

So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.

I won't worry my life away.

I won't and I won't and I won't etc.

++

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me

Oh things are gonna happen naturally

And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side

And balancing the whole thing

But often times those words get tangled up in lines

And the bright lights turn to night

Until the dawn it brings

A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved

What you and I spoke of

What you and I spoke of

Others only dream of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words

Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words

Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards

More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Now you and I, you and I

Not so little you and I anymore

And with this silence brings a moral story

more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see now

well I'm already finally out of

and it's okay if you have go away

just remember the telephone works both ways

and if I never ever hear it ring

if nothing else I'll think the bells inside

have finally found you someone else and that's okay

cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see now

well I'm already finally out of words.
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