man.
[BEFORE I START -- ANYONE I SENT THE LINK TO THIS TO LAST NIGHT... GO DOWN ONE POST.]
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God damnit, I miss the smell of your skin, your hair, your eyes, listening to you talk, whispering so we wouldn't wake anybody up at 3 in the morning... I miss a lot of things. I should be writing an AP Lang essay right now. It's 1 AM, and I find this to be much more important than AP Lang.
I miss the way we look at each other when we laugh about the dumbest things... the way you smile and then i smile and then we both end up laughing again because we know what we're smiling about, the way we can make the best of most any situation, the way we connect, I miss people telling us we look good together, I miss listening to music with you, walking with you, making dinner (lol) with you, playing pool with you, taking showers with you (yes, that was a joke), scaring the crap out of each other, talking about everything and anything for hours on end... most of all... i miss you.
I want it all.
I find comfort in knowing that you're going to move back possibly by next year. I really do hope that's what happens, because that would be really great.
I just want to let you know that I love you, and that I'm here for you.
I= out
<3
[contemplates... getting new journal: one to tell about my life in general, one to talk about relationship-related things (that's what this one is now). I think i'm gonna do that]
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God damnit, I miss the smell of your skin, your hair, your eyes, listening to you talk, whispering so we wouldn't wake anybody up at 3 in the morning... I miss a lot of things. I should be writing an AP Lang essay right now. It's 1 AM, and I find this to be much more important than AP Lang.
I miss the way we look at each other when we laugh about the dumbest things... the way you smile and then i smile and then we both end up laughing again because we know what we're smiling about, the way we can make the best of most any situation, the way we connect, I miss people telling us we look good together, I miss listening to music with you, walking with you, making dinner (lol) with you, playing pool with you, taking showers with you (yes, that was a joke), scaring the crap out of each other, talking about everything and anything for hours on end... most of all... i miss you.
I want it all.
I find comfort in knowing that you're going to move back possibly by next year. I really do hope that's what happens, because that would be really great.
I just want to let you know that I love you, and that I'm here for you.
I= out
<3
[contemplates... getting new journal: one to tell about my life in general, one to talk about relationship-related things (that's what this one is now). I think i'm gonna do that]