baby i'm the greatest thing you've got... in a good way, I suppose
exactly where you are is where I'm not ;-)
WOW, time for a large update :)
So, last Saturday was Steph's party. DAMN was that fun! Hahah, bastards threw me in the lake and my wallet is all moist, still. The jet ski was a most graysonne experience, and I executed a 540 degree spin while atop that beast. The Gummmi bears were just ab-fab, hahahah, and we played guitar. Darkest Hour = GODLY :D Had a few epiphanies that night, one being that people will disregard compassion and understanding for personal gain after pretending to be something they aren't, and a few others. Maybe I'll tell you about them someday when I'm old and grey and slightly wizened. Hahah :) So we ran around and frolicked and did our thing, and then Gina and I chilled and hung out with Tim and Jessica for a while, we had a good talk, and we uhh... listened. to some john mayer, :D <3 the mayer. Then I went home at like 1045, received a verbal lashing from mother, ,like usual... then I went to sleep and the next day I woke up and did homework! How gay! :D SO this school week sucked my anus quite well, it went by sooooo slowly. Mrs. Ziccardi is going to let me make up the notebook grade :) So I will once again have an A in Spanish class :D Hooray for I. So On Tuesday, Todd picked Darien and I up from school and then we went and got Gina :) She stayed at mi casa til like 11:15, and it was a fun-filled time, partly because the champ (me) beat the loser... again. hahahah, and I apparently fell asleep on Gina... but I don't remember that happening AT ALL, though I don't doubt that she's being honest, because I remember her saying, "Morning, sunshine!" We talked and such, , and it was good, good, good :) SO then school sucked for the rest of the week, I got bitched at every day by mother, and I've decided that I'm not going to let her decide what kind of a mood i'm going to be in for days at a time anymore. I'm really tired of being second best and never good enough for her. In other news, I got the Josten's class ring packet from Corky, and I like their rings A LOT more than the gay Herff Jones rings, hahah. I want white gold and topaz :) I think it'd look really cool, especially since I'm a pasty mo-beest :-D So today (friday), went to WPV with Allie and Gina, it was fun. Ran into RC! WOOHOO! Met Corrie, she seems really cool too! So we decided to see Freaky Friday, and I actually liked it. yes Gina, I watched it. hahahahahahah. So we screwed aruond and joked and I got threatened by some loadout, ignorant beer-buying asshat in the theater, lol. I could've taken that fruit :) So... Gina's moving to VA. Soon. I really don't want this to happen, and when I say really, I mean not an ounce of my being goes into NOT hating the thought of her moving. I'm sure more will go into the reality of it. She means EVERYTHING to me. It kills me to watch her go through this bullshit that her parents have put on her. We have such an incredible love. I know that it will last through all of this Virginia business, and then some. :-] It makes me so sad to think about her leaving though. Gina, I'm going to miss you with everything I have. And I'm going to continue loving you with everything I've got, too. You mean the world to me, my love :-) I will not let you go for anything, ever :) So many good times, inside jokes, jokes, and just amazing memories in such a short period of time... this is nothing short of true love. So in other smalltalk-y news, our band's doing well, I'm getting a lot better at guitar again, and DDR is still rawk :) Well, the hour grows late, and I grow tired.. so I'll update more tomorrow. :)
Chris
Oh, wait...
lyrics ;)
baby, I'm the greatest thing you've got
in a good way I suppose
exactly where you are is where I'm not
so from a lead balloon inside your room
I'll drop sparks
you can kick, you can cry, you can fuss
but let's rock
baby, is there time for loves
so go and grab your brand new shoes
I've taken care of everything
and when I can't can't you know I'm tying knots
baby, let's rock
baby, I'm the greatest thing you've got
my rings are to set the stone
but every single wish is still a lie
so in my time machine
I'll adjust the scenes
turn back your clocks
you can bitch, you can cry, you can moan
but let's rock
baby, there's no time for loves
so go and grab your brand new shoes
I've taken care of everything
and when I can't you know I won't abuse
baby, let's rock
let's rock
let's rock
let's rock
let's rock
I dream about you every night
and when I do you're holding me tight
I'd love somebody like you in my life
in my life
baby, I'm the greatest thing you've got
in a good way I should hope
in a good way I suppose
baby, I'm the greatest thing you've got
baby, I'm the greatest thing you've got
I've taken care of everything
I've even gone and changed all the locks
baby, let's rock
let's rock
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all you need
is something I'll believe
flashlights in the hall
but no call
cause when my day is done
I find where I belong
waiting on the curb
for you to come to carry on
it won't be long
we'll turn around
I care enough to wake you up
to make us mine I'll make you shine
stay the night
stay all your life
just come with me
come with me
won't you come with me
come with me again
come with me
(stay the night)
won't you come with me
(stay all your life)
come with me again
(just come with me)
fell so high I broke my jaw
I couldn't talk to you
went underground to play around it's true
but I came back
to get you at that place so I could breathe
it's 3 a.m.
and I'm up again
answering the call of all
the flowers by the bed
make me wish my head
was lying and possessed by truth alone a certain home
a wooden gate, a rabbit hole
we'll turn around it won't be long
capture that place, won't it be fun
come with me
(stay the night)
won't you come with me
(stay all your life)
come with me again
(just come with me)
come with me
(stay the night)
won't you come with me
(stay all your life)
come with me again
(just come with me)
she means more to me
than any living thing
younger than the blush of spring she sings
(stay the night)
won't you come with me
(stay all your life)
come with me again
(just come with me)
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So denied so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day love
I'm going to be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon.
Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical.
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon.
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's going to come to soon.
To soon
Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon
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Good-day sunlight
I'd like to say how truly bright you are
You don't know me but I know you
You're my favorite star
Follow you I will so lets get moving
Who needs shelter when the mornings coming?
Absolutely there's no one
Who needs shelter from the sun?
Not me, no. not anyone.
By your clock the cock rooster crows
Then off to work where everybody goes
Slow, But eventually they get there
Picking up the day shift back where all left off
Confined and pecking at relationships
You know it's only a worthless piece of shit
Who needs shelter when the mornings coming?
Absolutely there's no one
Who needs shelter from the sun?
Not me, no. not anyone.
I'd sleep it all away but the sun wont let me
I'd miss those lovely days of summer
Good-day sunlight
I'd like to say how truly bright you are
You don't know me but I know you
You're my favorite.
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Oh love it's a brittle madness, I sing about it in all my sadness
It's not falsified to say that I found god so inevitably well,
It still exists pale and fine. I can't dismiss
And I won't resist and if I die well at least I tried
And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind, rust and in the rain endure.
The rust and the rain are sins
And I'm in like Flynn again
So go on place your order now cause some other time is right around the clock
You can stand in line. it finally begins just around the clock
You can have your pick if your stomach is sick whether you eat or not
And there is just one thing that I never forgot
And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind, rust and in the rain so easy
These are the comforts that be
You see well I'm feeling lucky oh well, maybe that's just me
You should be proud of me oh hell if you could only see
That we're gonna grow on up to be, ah yes
We are thick as thieves
Oh love it's a brittle madness, I sing about it in all my sadness
It's not falsified to say that I found god
Inevitably, well it still exists pale and fine I can't dismiss
And I won't resist and if I die well at least I tried
And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind and the rust and the rain endure
(the rust and the rain endure. I'm sure.)
I am insofar to know the measure of love isn't loss
Love will never ever be insofar to know the measure of love isn't loss
Love will never ever be lost on me.
Love will never ever be lost on me.
[ I LOVE THIS SONG!! Not because of any negative messages... because of the positive messages :))) ]
+++
And finally, the song that's been stuck in my head for months...
;]
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of
and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.
+++
These songs all mean so much ... sigh, ya heard ;-)
Voila! :-* I'll be talking to you all soon. :)
WOW, time for a large update :)
So, last Saturday was Steph's party. DAMN was that fun! Hahah, bastards threw me in the lake and my wallet is all moist, still. The jet ski was a most graysonne experience, and I executed a 540 degree spin while atop that beast. The Gummmi bears were just ab-fab, hahahah, and we played guitar. Darkest Hour = GODLY :D Had a few epiphanies that night, one being that people will disregard compassion and understanding for personal gain after pretending to be something they aren't, and a few others. Maybe I'll tell you about them someday when I'm old and grey and slightly wizened. Hahah :) So we ran around and frolicked and did our thing, and then Gina and I chilled and hung out with Tim and Jessica for a while, we had a good talk, and we uhh... listened. to some john mayer, :D <3 the mayer. Then I went home at like 1045, received a verbal lashing from mother, ,like usual... then I went to sleep and the next day I woke up and did homework! How gay! :D SO this school week sucked my anus quite well, it went by sooooo slowly. Mrs. Ziccardi is going to let me make up the notebook grade :) So I will once again have an A in Spanish class :D Hooray for I. So On Tuesday, Todd picked Darien and I up from school and then we went and got Gina :) She stayed at mi casa til like 11:15, and it was a fun-filled time, partly because the champ (me) beat the loser... again. hahahah, and I apparently fell asleep on Gina... but I don't remember that happening AT ALL, though I don't doubt that she's being honest, because I remember her saying, "Morning, sunshine!" We talked and such, , and it was good, good, good :) SO then school sucked for the rest of the week, I got bitched at every day by mother, and I've decided that I'm not going to let her decide what kind of a mood i'm going to be in for days at a time anymore. I'm really tired of being second best and never good enough for her. In other news, I got the Josten's class ring packet from Corky, and I like their rings A LOT more than the gay Herff Jones rings, hahah. I want white gold and topaz :) I think it'd look really cool, especially since I'm a pasty mo-beest :-D So today (friday), went to WPV with Allie and Gina, it was fun. Ran into RC! WOOHOO! Met Corrie, she seems really cool too! So we decided to see Freaky Friday, and I actually liked it. yes Gina, I watched it. hahahahahahah. So we screwed aruond and joked and I got threatened by some loadout, ignorant beer-buying asshat in the theater, lol. I could've taken that fruit :) So... Gina's moving to VA. Soon. I really don't want this to happen, and when I say really, I mean not an ounce of my being goes into NOT hating the thought of her moving. I'm sure more will go into the reality of it. She means EVERYTHING to me. It kills me to watch her go through this bullshit that her parents have put on her. We have such an incredible love. I know that it will last through all of this Virginia business, and then some. :-] It makes me so sad to think about her leaving though. Gina, I'm going to miss you with everything I have. And I'm going to continue loving you with everything I've got, too. You mean the world to me, my love :-) I will not let you go for anything, ever :) So many good times, inside jokes, jokes, and just amazing memories in such a short period of time... this is nothing short of true love. So in other smalltalk-y news, our band's doing well, I'm getting a lot better at guitar again, and DDR is still rawk :) Well, the hour grows late, and I grow tired.. so I'll update more tomorrow. :)
Chris
Oh, wait...
lyrics ;)
baby, I'm the greatest thing you've got
in a good way I suppose
exactly where you are is where I'm not
so from a lead balloon inside your room
I'll drop sparks
you can kick, you can cry, you can fuss
but let's rock
baby, is there time for loves
so go and grab your brand new shoes
I've taken care of everything
and when I can't can't you know I'm tying knots
baby, let's rock
baby, I'm the greatest thing you've got
my rings are to set the stone
but every single wish is still a lie
so in my time machine
I'll adjust the scenes
turn back your clocks
you can bitch, you can cry, you can moan
but let's rock
baby, there's no time for loves
so go and grab your brand new shoes
I've taken care of everything
and when I can't you know I won't abuse
baby, let's rock
let's rock
let's rock
let's rock
let's rock
I dream about you every night
and when I do you're holding me tight
I'd love somebody like you in my life
in my life
baby, I'm the greatest thing you've got
in a good way I should hope
in a good way I suppose
baby, I'm the greatest thing you've got
baby, I'm the greatest thing you've got
I've taken care of everything
I've even gone and changed all the locks
baby, let's rock
let's rock
+++
all you need
is something I'll believe
flashlights in the hall
but no call
cause when my day is done
I find where I belong
waiting on the curb
for you to come to carry on
it won't be long
we'll turn around
I care enough to wake you up
to make us mine I'll make you shine
stay the night
stay all your life
just come with me
come with me
won't you come with me
come with me again
come with me
(stay the night)
won't you come with me
(stay all your life)
come with me again
(just come with me)
fell so high I broke my jaw
I couldn't talk to you
went underground to play around it's true
but I came back
to get you at that place so I could breathe
it's 3 a.m.
and I'm up again
answering the call of all
the flowers by the bed
make me wish my head
was lying and possessed by truth alone a certain home
a wooden gate, a rabbit hole
we'll turn around it won't be long
capture that place, won't it be fun
come with me
(stay the night)
won't you come with me
(stay all your life)
come with me again
(just come with me)
come with me
(stay the night)
won't you come with me
(stay all your life)
come with me again
(just come with me)
she means more to me
than any living thing
younger than the blush of spring she sings
(stay the night)
won't you come with me
(stay all your life)
come with me again
(just come with me)
+++
So denied so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day love
I'm going to be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon.
Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical.
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon.
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's going to come to soon.
To soon
Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon
+++
Good-day sunlight
I'd like to say how truly bright you are
You don't know me but I know you
You're my favorite star
Follow you I will so lets get moving
Who needs shelter when the mornings coming?
Absolutely there's no one
Who needs shelter from the sun?
Not me, no. not anyone.
By your clock the cock rooster crows
Then off to work where everybody goes
Slow, But eventually they get there
Picking up the day shift back where all left off
Confined and pecking at relationships
You know it's only a worthless piece of shit
Who needs shelter when the mornings coming?
Absolutely there's no one
Who needs shelter from the sun?
Not me, no. not anyone.
I'd sleep it all away but the sun wont let me
I'd miss those lovely days of summer
Good-day sunlight
I'd like to say how truly bright you are
You don't know me but I know you
You're my favorite.
+++
Oh love it's a brittle madness, I sing about it in all my sadness
It's not falsified to say that I found god so inevitably well,
It still exists pale and fine. I can't dismiss
And I won't resist and if I die well at least I tried
And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind, rust and in the rain endure.
The rust and the rain are sins
And I'm in like Flynn again
So go on place your order now cause some other time is right around the clock
You can stand in line. it finally begins just around the clock
You can have your pick if your stomach is sick whether you eat or not
And there is just one thing that I never forgot
And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind, rust and in the rain so easy
These are the comforts that be
You see well I'm feeling lucky oh well, maybe that's just me
You should be proud of me oh hell if you could only see
That we're gonna grow on up to be, ah yes
We are thick as thieves
Oh love it's a brittle madness, I sing about it in all my sadness
It's not falsified to say that I found god
Inevitably, well it still exists pale and fine I can't dismiss
And I won't resist and if I die well at least I tried
And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind and the rust and the rain endure
(the rust and the rain endure. I'm sure.)
I am insofar to know the measure of love isn't loss
Love will never ever be insofar to know the measure of love isn't loss
Love will never ever be lost on me.
Love will never ever be lost on me.
[ I LOVE THIS SONG!! Not because of any negative messages... because of the positive messages :))) ]
+++
And finally, the song that's been stuck in my head for months...
;]
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of
and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.
+++
These songs all mean so much ... sigh, ya heard ;-)
Voila! :-* I'll be talking to you all soon. :)