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Jan 15, 2007 15:26

“The Best”

In my earlier years, I thought that loving unconditionally made me who I was. It did. I was only your shadow. Don’t be concerned with me. You may feel guilty but it’s not what matters. I know you think you care. I know you do “the best you can”.

You see, now I am learning life’s lessons. You don’t always get back what you give. I look back and remember. I can see all the fun we were supposed to have. It kills me to know the future now. I can see the good times to come, just not with you.

Don’t feel bad for me. It doesn’t suit you. I am happy with my life now. I will have so many friends to come. They will show me how much they care. The way you never could. I have learned to accept what I cannot change, and if I can’t accept it, I have to let it go.

I thank the ones who’ve shown me. I pray you will be happy. It is hard to find a friend like you had in me. Someday maybe you’ll see. I know you think you care. I know you did “the best you could”.

poems, friends

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