NO LOAFING!
I am tired. So tired that just calling it tired doesn't cut it... exhaused gets you close, but full on breakdown burnout would be too far. Now, I don't want to whine or throw a pity party, but just explain the state I've put myself in. While I'm working 2 jobs and at least 70 hours a week it does make me appreaciate the time that I do have off and has forced me to make better use of the time I have. My time with Linsey is precious and it's never enough, I treasure every evening and really every moment I have with her. She probably doesn't even realize how much I value our time, because when I am with her I seem so worn out and don't usually talk very much, and I fall asleep all the time when we're watching TV together. That said, there's nothing better than waking up and knowing she's there...