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Seems as though everytime I try to update my journal I either get distracted or my computer crashes.
Have you ever been in that place where you want to say "I love you" but you don't because it's probably not appropriate yet. When can I finally say it? I've known Tim quite a few months and we've been together for a month. Can't I say it yet? I just absolutely adore him. It's remarkable how he can say just the right thing to make me feel good. No, he's not charming, he just happens to be able to push the right buttons with me. he doesn't realize it either. I haven't told him.
He has created this perfect balance. He doesn't beg to see me all the time, but plenty enough for me to feel well-liked. We spend 5 days a week together. this is sufficient.
The sex is amazing. He's ... uh... well endowed. His skin is soft.
I don't know what to say.. if only i could show you pictures... if only i could give you one of those books where there is a sample of textures. This is what his bed sheets feel like... this is what he smells like, this is what you see out his bedroom window.. this is what his bedroom looks like at 7 am, and this is the silly face he makes when he's about to cum. hehehe
i think libras are good for me. theyre very..... steady. no emotional ups and downs. maybe i'm wrong but this is what it seems to me right now. ah no more drama.
so i'm tired. goodnight then
Have you ever been in that place where you want to say "I love you" but you don't because it's probably not appropriate yet. When can I finally say it? I've known Tim quite a few months and we've been together for a month. Can't I say it yet? I just absolutely adore him. It's remarkable how he can say just the right thing to make me feel good. No, he's not charming, he just happens to be able to push the right buttons with me. he doesn't realize it either. I haven't told him.
He has created this perfect balance. He doesn't beg to see me all the time, but plenty enough for me to feel well-liked. We spend 5 days a week together. this is sufficient.
The sex is amazing. He's ... uh... well endowed. His skin is soft.
I don't know what to say.. if only i could show you pictures... if only i could give you one of those books where there is a sample of textures. This is what his bed sheets feel like... this is what he smells like, this is what you see out his bedroom window.. this is what his bedroom looks like at 7 am, and this is the silly face he makes when he's about to cum. hehehe
i think libras are good for me. theyre very..... steady. no emotional ups and downs. maybe i'm wrong but this is what it seems to me right now. ah no more drama.
so i'm tired. goodnight then