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went to alexs today...the second i walked in the door i had bad luck i was so embarresed but then it got better as the day went on that kids amazing....i feel so open and safe with him....stuff and stuff.....then he took me home and he looked so cute on the way home ...the cutest ive ever seen him look then when i got off the train i saw matty!!!!!!!!! i was so excited get this he was with HI JUSTIN....then my dad picked me up i hate him so much sometimes he gave me a lecture about how i dont give a fuck about alex and i only keep him around to do stuff for me and to make me laugh and i got so upset and now i wont talk to him....hes completly wrong and i hate him so much right now for that i mean he doesnt even no about are relationship i mean i dont talk to the fucking guy well now im upset and im gonna go byee lj