im feeling me again.

Aug 08, 2009 10:18

i suppose sometimes i just feel there is that moment where i have to write it all down. there isnt a single solitary cell in my body that is complaining or looking for the least bit of sympathy i am just telling my story. maybe if the story was heard, there would be more open minds. you know?

PUNCHLINE LYRICS

"The Fake, The Snake, And The Birthday Cake"
Remember the good old days
before I was replaced by a fake
I'm not the only one that thinks
it's safe to say you've changed
(away, away, away)
Remember the good old days
before I was replaced by a fake
I'm not the only one that thinks
it's safe to say you're only hip
as in hypocrite and critically unacclaimed

Stop looking at the mess that we've made
Oh what the hell lets have another night of making mistakes
We'll work it out
Maybe it will work out itself
Where tomorrow takes us no one can tell
I took the long way home today
hoping that we wouldn't cross paths like usually
It's a part of my routine
that I am trying to change
I take the long way...

Remember the good old days
before I was replaced by a fake
I'm not the only one that thinks
it's safe to say you've changed
(away, away, away)
Remember the good old days
before I was replaced by a fake
I'm not the only one that thinks
you're only hip
as in hypocrite and critically unacclaimed
Hip as in hypocrite, you've changed your name
Yeah, yeah, yeah, woahoh

Five steps from the center we stand
Let's throw a coin up and see how it lands
The way we were, the way we weren't
Who's to say?
How much of you in me do you still see?
How much of you in me do you still see?
(Do you see?) How much do you see?

Remember the good old days
before I was replaced by a fake
I'm not the only one that thinks
it's safe to say you've changed
(away, away, away)
Remember the good old days
before I was replaced by a fake
I'm not the only one that thinks
you're only hip
as in hypocrite and critically unacclaimed
Hip as in hypocrite, you've changed your name

And your address
Write it down, baby, don't forget
Did you lose all your friends because of me?

Change your name and your address
The result of consequence
Did you lose all your friends because of me?

What happened, why did we, where will we go?

Remember the good old days? (Do you remember?)
Remember the good old days? (Do you remember?)
What happened, why did we, where will we go?
Remember the good old days? (Do you remember?)
Remember the good old days? (Do you remember?)
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Remember the good old days
before I was replaced by a fake
I'm not the only one that thinks
it's safe to say you've changed
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Remember the good old days
before I was replaced by a snake
Yeah, yeah
I'm not the only one that thinks
you've changed

-- ive listened to this song about 37 times. (guess the significance of that number. guess it guess it) and i have absolutely always related it to my ex best friend who up and disowned me one day for no apparent reason and i have not seen nor spoken to her in 3 years even tho we live in the same god forsaken town! however note on this lovely thursday of a day i was awakened to a new much more profound meaning to the song; it is ME. my alter ego i suppose youd say - breskii for the ones on the alter ego named basis- my alter ego is everything i never want to be. she gets me in every bit of trouble and i dont regret very much but i have regret about 3 times she has reared her ugly head. anyway, collectively i have changed. ive become a person i have more or less come to really dislike. not in that sense of "i am a terrible person dont hang out with me", but in that "i am still really awesome but i am not who i used to be and i used to be wayyyy cooler lets be old bre again." i am going to work on that. i just miss bre maybe like 2005-2007 she was kick ass. even 2008 .. idk recently things have been so shitty. people have done really awful things to me and so many people are sick, so many downers. it puts a toll i suppose. starting now im gunna turn around! =)
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