May 11, 2007 22:20
I would say I'm a good person. I would say my family are good people. I would say that my friends are good people. We are good people who do good things.
So why does karma fuck us over?
Sometimes it's in the form of spilled milk, or maybe a skinned knee. Most of the time it's needless drama. Recently, it's anger building over things I don't need to be angry about. Thanks, you motherfuckers.
Why? WHY does karma screw us over? Haven't we done enough? What fucking miracles do we have to perform to get a fucking bone thrown to us? We're good people. I'm not a bad person. I'm not an angel, but I'm not a fucking demon, either. Why does karma seek to make me out like one?
I know I shouldn't be angry about it. Goddammit, I KNOW, KNOW, KNOW I shouldn't be angry. But something inside my head clicks and says "This pisses you off to no unholy end" and THAT itself pisses me off, not the situation itself. I should be happy, but I'm not. WHY?
Why? I'd say it's because of karma. But that's me. On another note, I've found I use for my Dax Icon: Things that I shouldn't be emo about, but am emo about.
Argh. I wonder why.
- Cody