Jan 17, 2005 16:36
Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one
This is exactly how i feel! I haven't had the best weekend, except i really had a good time at winter park. but i'm just so fed up with soooo many things. like not being trusted at all by my parents. which maybe i'm wrong, but i don't think it's fair at all. and then my family keeps randomlly going off on me for really stupid things. like claiming that i'm the only person who uses milk and its my fault that it was wasted or something! I mean how can i be the only person who uses milk???? lol either way nobody should explode over milk.
besides that and feeling complelty useless with a meaningless life, i'm doing pretty well! haha...i think i'm joking.
either way i relaly can't wait to move out of my house sometimes. but at the same time my parents are really cool and i love them, but they can be insane sometimes! and i realize how lucky i am. i just think that i've had the worst weekend ever. and i need people to stop blaming everything on me. because i've determined that it can't all be my fault.
well i've gotta go do some homework :)
sounds like fun