*sighs*
Well figures. I now have nothing to do for Halloween, that is exactly what I was trying to avoid. But of course nothing planned ever works out when I try and do it. I got sent home tonight from work on downtime for the second time this week. *wanders around in circles* This is not helping my already funked mood, just what I don't want right now more time to sit in my room with nothing to do and no one to see. Gods, if this semester is bad and I'm only taking nine credit hours I can't wait to see what the next ones going to be like. Part of the problem I think is that I don't have any destresser's around here, not really. I can't walk over to the Castle or wherever, I can't through a Halloween party and get trashed, I can't even get trashed. What's the point of getting trashed all by yourself. It's not any fun. What's the point in going out, when I have to drive and thus can't get drunk. Besides that there aren't any good dance bars/clubs around here and all the other places are boring. I miss dancing. I want to go out. I want to do something other then sit at home and read my book (as much as I enjoy my books sometimes... blah) or sit in front of the computer wishing someone was online to RPG with when no one is. And this is pointless so I'm going to shut up and go drink another Blue Moon and watch another episode of Lost and then read my book. *sighs and poofs out*