*twiches*
Well I didn't miss my meeting today which is a good thing. However I feel worse about the whole Senior Sem thing now then I did before the meeting. *sighs* I don't know, I don't feel up to this I guess. Suppose we'll see what happens. *rolls eyes* I did find some articles that should help hopefully, we'll see. Need to go by the library on the way to work and I could use some more coffee. Blah.
I also emailed someone in the Fine Arts Department at IU, hopefully they'll get back with me and let me know what I need to know so I can get that application out since the priority dead line is the first of next month. Though they accept applications after that so that's nice but would be better to get it in sooner. Blah. I don't know what to think about that. Looking at the stuff there has must made me feel rather completely over whelmed about that as well. *sighs*
I don't know what i'm going to do and I wish I did but I just don't know. I'm not sure I can stand doing more school even if it's not as much writing and crap... Blah. What if I make it most of the way through that and then decide that I don't want to do it either. What the fuck am I going to do then? Errgg..
On another note it's wonderfully beautiful outside today. I still need to go across the river to the state park. Blarg need to do that. I wish McCormic's Creek was nearer to hear. I know that park much better and the places that I like to go.
Anyawy I should go since I need to go by the library before going to work. Erf. I need something and I don't know what it is. I wish I could figure out why I've been so off since school started and really even before that. But I don't know... maybe it wouldn't really help if I did know though. It doesn't always sometimes it just makes it worse cause there isn't anything you can do about it or you don't know what to do about it even when you know what it is...
Okay yeah stop ramblign now. *poofs out*
I also emailed someone in the Fine Arts Department at IU, hopefully they'll get back with me and let me know what I need to know so I can get that application out since the priority dead line is the first of next month. Though they accept applications after that so that's nice but would be better to get it in sooner. Blah. I don't know what to think about that. Looking at the stuff there has must made me feel rather completely over whelmed about that as well. *sighs*
I don't know what i'm going to do and I wish I did but I just don't know. I'm not sure I can stand doing more school even if it's not as much writing and crap... Blah. What if I make it most of the way through that and then decide that I don't want to do it either. What the fuck am I going to do then? Errgg..
On another note it's wonderfully beautiful outside today. I still need to go across the river to the state park. Blarg need to do that. I wish McCormic's Creek was nearer to hear. I know that park much better and the places that I like to go.
Anyawy I should go since I need to go by the library before going to work. Erf. I need something and I don't know what it is. I wish I could figure out why I've been so off since school started and really even before that. But I don't know... maybe it wouldn't really help if I did know though. It doesn't always sometimes it just makes it worse cause there isn't anything you can do about it or you don't know what to do about it even when you know what it is...
Okay yeah stop ramblign now. *poofs out*