Nick
So often around Halloween time I think about Nick (as Halloween was his birthday). And I received a lovely email today that his mom made a memorial website for his friends (I warn you it made me cry like fucken crazy). www.njmnotforgotten.friendpages.com It's so weird to look at his pictures and read stories about him at parties or at his grandparents. He was so loved, I just don't get why he did it sometimes ya know. I'm not mad at him I understand he must have been a lot of agony and pain to end his own life, but it still hurts to know he felt that horrible. I wish sometimes I could yell at him and make him see all the people that are crying for him, but then at the same time I know that's not fair for me to say 'cause I'll never understand how he felt. Wow so I'm crying a lot I better talk about happy stuff now.
Our family friend Kerri has a son named Brandon who was born with advanced M.S. (he is in a wheelchair, and cannot move or speak.) He's ten years old and loves to watch Nascar. So they contacted the Childerens Make A Wish Foundation to see if they could send him to a Nascar game, and Make A Wish refused because Brandon cannot physically "say" he wants to see Nascar. So Kerri (his mom) mentioned it to some girl she works with and it turns out the girl is really good friends with some big Nascar driver. (I forget his name but he's pretty famous.) So the girl told the driver and the driver personally sent tickets to Brandon's house, and paid for all the hotel accommodations. It's that sweet?
Yesterday Erin sent me an email for a job that's perfect for me. I was soo happy as the job situation isn't that great in London. I had to write a cover letter (which Aggie proof read for me lol) so I really hope I get it that would rock.
Last night I hung out with James Mc for a bit. Then we picked up Kate, and met up with Eric and his friend Jeff. T'was fun. We got high and hung out. I bought pudding to eat and took some spoons from A&W's. James Mc accidentally bought a diet drink and kept bitching about it. Jeff and I were across from each other in McDonalds and just kept laughing. Ryan was working, came over to say hi to me then goes "holy shit you're toasted!". Then Eric and I hung out with Kate for the rest of the night. It's so weird Kate and I knew each other back when I was in grade 9 and I never thought we'd be hanging out now. She's changed a lot and I actually really enjoy hanging out with her, she's hilarious. It got really foggy at the end of the night and Eric stayed at my place for a bit. And tonight at 10 we're going out to celebrate Justin Kick's birthday.
Peirce Brosnan (or however the fuck ya spell his name) is a really good actor. Last night I watched him in Dantes Peak, and the other night I watched him in Mrs. Doubtfire. He is soo cool.