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*tired*.....won the euchure tourney at b-dubs for first time,t hat was the highlight of a very very boring/depressing weekend.......i think i'm getting better at reading ppl......i can tell stuff abou tthem after just a little bit.....just a few things....but its something, i don't ever wanna misread ppl agian.....its happpened with two ppl.....never again......hopefully i can wake up tommorrow......i keep telling myself i'm gonna go to bed early....but it just doesn't work out, i really need to stop.......faith? i think i've lost all faith in myself just now......i feel drained of everything......i miss lots of ppl......and even the ppl i odn't really miss, i feel a helplessness that i'll never see them again......and i feel sad to see how many ppl don't care......haha the bengals won, that was good....i just wanna go home and sleep the days away.........