The Beach
I had the opening shift at work yesterday so i was off work by 3 o'clock and it was B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!
So knowing that my cousin had the day off i gave her a jingle and by 5 o'clock with the sun still shining bright we were laying in the shade enjoying the beach...well meg was enjoying the boys and i was enjoying the beach and everything about it. After awhile meg kinda zonked out for a mini nap and i sat there and just listened to the sounds of the water and the boats and laughter in the background. *It would be nice to go back out there on a day off and take some phots.* Anyways i sat there for a long time and just thought about alot... who knew the beach could be so peacful and force you to think about so much
I know that i want to be with John and he's who i want my family with. He takes great care of me and i don't know who or where i'd be without him. But i just don't feel like the time is right for us to get married. I came home and we talked about it and he feels the same way. With having to get the basement fixed still and his being in school it's just not the right time to get married. We want to wait untill we can do everything right and can go on a honeymoon. We're on a tight budget now getting married would only make it tighter. Besides right now with things the way they are i'm happy and thats all that matters. Why rush it?
When the time is right, we'll know.
My mom is moving back to spokane today. I'm excited. I'll be watching my brothers the rest of the summer for her for $90 a week. Not bad eh'
Cleaned the house today... i feel so much better when the floor is vacumed and the counters cleared and clean. Now im making pasta salad. Life is good.
So knowing that my cousin had the day off i gave her a jingle and by 5 o'clock with the sun still shining bright we were laying in the shade enjoying the beach...well meg was enjoying the boys and i was enjoying the beach and everything about it. After awhile meg kinda zonked out for a mini nap and i sat there and just listened to the sounds of the water and the boats and laughter in the background. *It would be nice to go back out there on a day off and take some phots.* Anyways i sat there for a long time and just thought about alot... who knew the beach could be so peacful and force you to think about so much
I know that i want to be with John and he's who i want my family with. He takes great care of me and i don't know who or where i'd be without him. But i just don't feel like the time is right for us to get married. I came home and we talked about it and he feels the same way. With having to get the basement fixed still and his being in school it's just not the right time to get married. We want to wait untill we can do everything right and can go on a honeymoon. We're on a tight budget now getting married would only make it tighter. Besides right now with things the way they are i'm happy and thats all that matters. Why rush it?
When the time is right, we'll know.
My mom is moving back to spokane today. I'm excited. I'll be watching my brothers the rest of the summer for her for $90 a week. Not bad eh'
Cleaned the house today... i feel so much better when the floor is vacumed and the counters cleared and clean. Now im making pasta salad. Life is good.