Feb 04, 2005 08:56
Tell me what i did to deserve you? Because i know that i almost ask myself that on a daily basis.
I did my taxes last night. I owe 244$ it's shitty. Theres no other way to say it. I worked two jobs last year because i had to, i had to do it so that i could pull my weight around the house. So now when it comes time to do my taxes i get screwed because i worked two jobs. I haven't been paying close enough attention to my money since i've started only working one job. I have roughly 800$ and now that i owe 224$ i would have even less. I broke down in tears because between that and the medical bills i would have from going to the emergency room last weekend things in my bank account would be tight. John was mad at first wanting to know why i wasn't managing my money better but he sat there and held me on his lap while i sobbed that i was sorry and that i knew without him we wouldn't have the nice things that we have. He told me not to worry and that we would pay the 244$ with the money that he got from his tax return. I've never asked him for money i've never wanted too. I'm 20 and feel like i have nothing because i have to ask him to do this. I have untill the 15th of April to pay it. If i manage and save my money well enough maybe i won't have to ask him to pay this for me. I hope not. How did i get so lucky as to have a man that is so loveing, supportive and understanding? I want to know...
sometimes i just feel....... i don't know......