Several Ways to Die Trying

[krazykurlz13]

So i have a chance of a lifetime trip i want to take. I'd go to Australia for a month and Figi for 5 days. the 1st 2 weeks in Australia is doing volenteer work, helping the environment and stuff. 80 hrs or more of community service. Then the 2nd 2 weeks is a traveling adventure programs, id get to repel down moutnains and cliffs, go white water rafting, learn to surf, skydiving, bungeejumping and have nights out on the town. Then for 5 days in Figi id get to relax and go scuba diving and stuff...it all sounds like a dream...but no im prolly not going to get to go. Its not fair, i really need to do something different and exciting this summer. Last summer i was so miserable and depressed working 2 jobs it was one of the worst summers of my life. All i want to do is go and do something completely different then anything ive ever done..it will change my life but no i most likely cant go.......life's a bitch...im gonna live the most boring life ever.

my brother gets to go to europe for 6 weeks when hes a jr in high school yet i will be 20, a junior in college and i dont get to go to australia....life just isnt fair...

oh and by the way there was a fire on our floor today at 7am, a real one, i went to the room and its all black and all the girls stuff is ruined...good thing i woke up and left the building...and good thing it didnt get to our room.

now i have to go do my million hrs of work...i got a quiz wed, 2 tests thurs, a paper due thurs my teacher hasnt told us about and a shitload of reading..so if i dont see u/talk to u
this week u'll know why.