"I'm stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake"
So i have been so busy the past few weeks....Slept through my alarm clock again....not much time to hang out with people, sleep or do anything which is kinda depressing. Summer is supposed to be fun but it really hasnt been all that great. I mean yeah when i get the energy to hang out with my friends its fun, but babysitting and Joes crab shack is taking over my life. I havent had a day off in over a week, waking up early to babysit all day, then having to work at night and wake up early the next morning to babysit all day is definitly wearing me out. I get calls from people and i cant go out cuz im to tired or have to work...it sux a lot and i just wish i could have some fun this summer.
At least im leavin for Chicago tonight well more like early morning ...i am super excited about actually doing something and going to chicago! Im goin with my mom, sister, aunt and cousin David..we always have a great time when on vacations together so i know it will be a great time! My brother might even join us! Its been so long since ive been on a vacation, so this vacation is definitly much needed not only to get away, but to get refreshed and get out of the rut ive been in, even if its only a few days... I'll be gone July 1st till the 4th and next week im not babysitting so ill finally have time to relax and hang out with people! FINALLY !!
Well im stuck here babysitting and i have so much to do before i leave for Chicago tonight...hope im not to rushed to get everything done...
Oh and id like to introduce you to a song, which is the theme song of my life right now...and its just such a good song too...
Everyone download "be my escape" by Relient K...its AMAZING
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
Oh i gotta get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut ive fell into by mistake
Oh i gotta get out of Here
And im begging you, begging you, begging you to be my escape
im giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
At least im leavin for Chicago tonight well more like early morning ...i am super excited about actually doing something and going to chicago! Im goin with my mom, sister, aunt and cousin David..we always have a great time when on vacations together so i know it will be a great time! My brother might even join us! Its been so long since ive been on a vacation, so this vacation is definitly much needed not only to get away, but to get refreshed and get out of the rut ive been in, even if its only a few days... I'll be gone July 1st till the 4th and next week im not babysitting so ill finally have time to relax and hang out with people! FINALLY !!
Well im stuck here babysitting and i have so much to do before i leave for Chicago tonight...hope im not to rushed to get everything done...
Oh and id like to introduce you to a song, which is the theme song of my life right now...and its just such a good song too...
Everyone download "be my escape" by Relient K...its AMAZING
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
Oh i gotta get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut ive fell into by mistake
Oh i gotta get out of Here
And im begging you, begging you, begging you to be my escape
im giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You