CONFUZED
hey guys
im a confuzed masantha. i dont kno which way to turn. i want to b only friends with people...cuz its so much better. u get to kno them.. more better. i dont kno. but i like sumthin that i wish it would like me bac.. i really dont kno if it doesn like me back. i want to tell sumthing.. that i just want to b friends.. but i cant.. cuz i have already made a monster..im stuck in the middle. i think im just going to act like friends with people now.. every guy.. but sumtimes wen u like this one person.. ur scared that wen u get older.. u will never see them again. i dont want to say it here in my journal how i feel cuz i dont want to be a hipocrite. i dont kno how to spell! its like midnight. wat do u expect? dude!!! i think im turnin depressed again! i need to spend time with my buddy's again!!!! its like my medicine.. i cant sleep with out it.. i need ti hangout or talk to patrick and daniel. they make me happi and they bring the best out of me.. cuz im always happi. latley ive been negative and fightin with my mom alot! and i used to never! my job is sooo boring!!! i hate it! but i rather hangout with patrick and daniel.. shottin rockets... blowin up lumpia. i miss the times wen we were together.. i need to be happi again! and i need to have the boys come and crash at my house! and i need my food to b eaten by them... i need my house to be recked by daniel and patrick! anyways.. call me anytime u guys.. just not between..1pm-5pm. ill be workin. eww.. well i g2g to sleep.. im tired. and im depressed... ill talk to u guys later!
~masantha
im a confuzed masantha. i dont kno which way to turn. i want to b only friends with people...cuz its so much better. u get to kno them.. more better. i dont kno. but i like sumthin that i wish it would like me bac.. i really dont kno if it doesn like me back. i want to tell sumthing.. that i just want to b friends.. but i cant.. cuz i have already made a monster..im stuck in the middle. i think im just going to act like friends with people now.. every guy.. but sumtimes wen u like this one person.. ur scared that wen u get older.. u will never see them again. i dont want to say it here in my journal how i feel cuz i dont want to be a hipocrite. i dont kno how to spell! its like midnight. wat do u expect? dude!!! i think im turnin depressed again! i need to spend time with my buddy's again!!!! its like my medicine.. i cant sleep with out it.. i need ti hangout or talk to patrick and daniel. they make me happi and they bring the best out of me.. cuz im always happi. latley ive been negative and fightin with my mom alot! and i used to never! my job is sooo boring!!! i hate it! but i rather hangout with patrick and daniel.. shottin rockets... blowin up lumpia. i miss the times wen we were together.. i need to be happi again! and i need to have the boys come and crash at my house! and i need my food to b eaten by them... i need my house to be recked by daniel and patrick! anyways.. call me anytime u guys.. just not between..1pm-5pm. ill be workin. eww.. well i g2g to sleep.. im tired. and im depressed... ill talk to u guys later!
~masantha