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i think this might sound kinda wierd but i have fallen in love with someone i barely know... wierd huh? we kinda dated and don't really "know each other" but i think i have new and renewed feelings for this person!!!! what is that?
Anyways... i have finally moved into me apartment.... finallly a place to call home... after a year of living between 3 places i am finally home.... i have the best room mates ever... I LOVE LAUREN AND LANE (my room mates...)
i have been really depressed lately... i think it might be the bi-polar and the season change but... i am not a happy perky person anymore... i am actually bored with life.... wtf?
I think i know what i have been missing lately.... someone to share my emotions with... i dont have anybody to confide in... no one to she my moments and such... newayz...
this summer i will be working at camp Lakota... an the "food service director" no doug did not steal me!!!! i am a poor college student with loans up the ass and he is talking the right language with the money... i seriously would have taken and amount of pay after field days... when i realized how much i was going to miss being at imr... i really do miss it out there and i will visit as much as i can... i miss the staff... miss the drama... everything.... i spent four of the most wonderful summmers out there and i wouldnt trade it for anything in the world... honestly.... if i could afford to work there i would... but unfortunatly its not in the cards... i really love the staff and i will miss you all... good luck for a great summer and see you at some point!!!!!!!
love your favorite camp cook
P.S. I LOVE YOU GUYS
I AM SERIOUSLY TEARING UO RIGHT NOW I AS I TYPE THIS..... :(
Anyways... i have finally moved into me apartment.... finallly a place to call home... after a year of living between 3 places i am finally home.... i have the best room mates ever... I LOVE LAUREN AND LANE (my room mates...)
i have been really depressed lately... i think it might be the bi-polar and the season change but... i am not a happy perky person anymore... i am actually bored with life.... wtf?
I think i know what i have been missing lately.... someone to share my emotions with... i dont have anybody to confide in... no one to she my moments and such... newayz...
this summer i will be working at camp Lakota... an the "food service director" no doug did not steal me!!!! i am a poor college student with loans up the ass and he is talking the right language with the money... i seriously would have taken and amount of pay after field days... when i realized how much i was going to miss being at imr... i really do miss it out there and i will visit as much as i can... i miss the staff... miss the drama... everything.... i spent four of the most wonderful summmers out there and i wouldnt trade it for anything in the world... honestly.... if i could afford to work there i would... but unfortunatly its not in the cards... i really love the staff and i will miss you all... good luck for a great summer and see you at some point!!!!!!!
love your favorite camp cook
P.S. I LOVE YOU GUYS
I AM SERIOUSLY TEARING UO RIGHT NOW I AS I TYPE THIS..... :(