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Now have all season 6 Buffy on dvd. Watched the Once More, With Feeling featurette and skipped through to the Willow/Tara bedroom scene on the commentary because I wanted to hear what Joss had to say. And he said, "This is pornography". Hee! Still want to know how they got that past the censors.
Though he said that the willow tree line did break up the ocean theme. And he mentioned the spread beneath etc several times.
So love that scene. And that whole song, Amber lights up when she sings.
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Heart palpitations have been bad today, and was really shakey. Pretty sure that idiot on the CJ/Danny list once again triggered it. But I'm standing beside Athena on this issue. But the thought of the idiot responding just sets my body off.
I know I'm stupid to allow her to affect me like that. And I do try to stop it, but the heart just starts pounding or jumping. Actually I've been having a lot of heart palps with no real trigger. Which worries me, this is like the bad old days of the panic attacks. I thought I'd got past that with the nausea being now pretty much situationally confined. Haven't really had the non-trigger panic attacks since the bad days about 5 years ago.
Though he said that the willow tree line did break up the ocean theme. And he mentioned the spread beneath etc several times.
So love that scene. And that whole song, Amber lights up when she sings.
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Heart palpitations have been bad today, and was really shakey. Pretty sure that idiot on the CJ/Danny list once again triggered it. But I'm standing beside Athena on this issue. But the thought of the idiot responding just sets my body off.
I know I'm stupid to allow her to affect me like that. And I do try to stop it, but the heart just starts pounding or jumping. Actually I've been having a lot of heart palps with no real trigger. Which worries me, this is like the bad old days of the panic attacks. I thought I'd got past that with the nausea being now pretty much situationally confined. Haven't really had the non-trigger panic attacks since the bad days about 5 years ago.