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Sometimes I wonder if we all fail this much, or if its just me. I've lost pretty much everything I valued. I just can't stand myself, i don't want to burden people with my insanity. I don't want to hurt anyone I care about, but i have. Please believe I never intended to. I never wanted to hurt you guys, i have the best memories with you and I wish we still had this, but things seem so different now. Almost impossible to reconnect. And Its my fault, and i know it is. But I don't know how to fix it. I don't even know if you want to fix it. Sometimes i jsut feel so alone. And I wish i had you to talk to. Because you guys are the only ones who know anything about me. Not just me, but the me that i hate.
They are thermals.
They are thermals.