its in your blood
Bloody Alice.... lalalalala. If I could write a song, it'd be about Alice. and perhaps Harry Potter.
Yeah, so. Finals are almost here. I've written my last essay for this semester. And I almost wish school would go on a lot longer, just so I use it as an excuse. Just so I wouldn't be stuck with him. When did I start becoming so afraid? I don't remember being paralyzed by fear, is it when you realize there's just too much to lose? That your best will not be good enough any longer?
I had a dream last night that I was pregnant, I miscarried and lost the baby. The baby came out in clumps and black. And I kept thinking " you've seen me. you've seen my insides scooped out and empty."
Yeah, so. Finals are almost here. I've written my last essay for this semester. And I almost wish school would go on a lot longer, just so I use it as an excuse. Just so I wouldn't be stuck with him. When did I start becoming so afraid? I don't remember being paralyzed by fear, is it when you realize there's just too much to lose? That your best will not be good enough any longer?
I had a dream last night that I was pregnant, I miscarried and lost the baby. The baby came out in clumps and black. And I kept thinking " you've seen me. you've seen my insides scooped out and empty."