Me singing
I am still so sick, or at least I feel like it. So bloated yet i can't eat anything, besides white rice and plain pasta. Maybe I should'nt have gotten drunk this weekend when i already felt like shit. Oh well, at least i didn't puke.
So much homework, trying so hard to procrastinate. Not working, I'm starting to get anxoius about my it. I want my hair like sheri's in my icon. So pretty. My cousin had her 18th bday party on friday, shes now 18, so she is rejoicing that she can now buy her own ciggerettes. When i walked in the door I got fake money withn her face on it. The family went alllll out on this one. On my 18th bday i got a Misfits belt-buckle that still does not fit any belt that i buy. Did'nt celebrate until the next day where I got smoked out and wore my black and pink prom dress. awesome.
Am I too old already? I feel so old, like I should be married and have a kid and be normal. Or maybe its just this person whose feeding the spoonfulls of this to me. Well indirectly, not that i believe all of it. But since I'm going to be the big 2-0 in less than a month, I'll be really sayinh goodbye to my strange teenage years, and I really don't want to. Its seems like soon I'll have to get fitted for dentures and use a cane and start all my sentences with" But in my day..." I told my grandma that and she laughed. From her point of view, its probably funny, since she's like 65. Aaahhh, oh well.
So much homework, trying so hard to procrastinate. Not working, I'm starting to get anxoius about my it. I want my hair like sheri's in my icon. So pretty. My cousin had her 18th bday party on friday, shes now 18, so she is rejoicing that she can now buy her own ciggerettes. When i walked in the door I got fake money withn her face on it. The family went alllll out on this one. On my 18th bday i got a Misfits belt-buckle that still does not fit any belt that i buy. Did'nt celebrate until the next day where I got smoked out and wore my black and pink prom dress. awesome.
Am I too old already? I feel so old, like I should be married and have a kid and be normal. Or maybe its just this person whose feeding the spoonfulls of this to me. Well indirectly, not that i believe all of it. But since I'm going to be the big 2-0 in less than a month, I'll be really sayinh goodbye to my strange teenage years, and I really don't want to. Its seems like soon I'll have to get fitted for dentures and use a cane and start all my sentences with" But in my day..." I told my grandma that and she laughed. From her point of view, its probably funny, since she's like 65. Aaahhh, oh well.