little brittany
I'm in palm springs right now visiting my grANDPARENTS. I love it out here. I get used to be comfortable. I got my grades back for el co, and I did ok for last semester. Not as well as the semester before that, but oh well. I got a B- in my anatomy class, which was surprising, but better than I thought. I still have a month off from school. I realized that I am totally in love with my friend devin, who once liked me but now doesn't. He goes to school up in northern california. He's the most amazing guy I've ever met, but I wonder if I only like him now b/c I can't have him. I don't think so, but I don't much of anything anymore. I guess after having so many not relationships, but sort of relationships, I actually want to try a real one. One with commitment and such. I always try to cover events up with new people, and I hope I'm not doing this now. We'll see soon enough.