taking a break from copying notes
so, i'm taking a break from my "excrutiating homework" lol, or aka copying reading notes from ashlye...but shhhhhhh don't tell anyone! hehe....anyway, so have you ever had your hand get caught in the car door? TWICE??? well ashley did, andi don't know how she manages that, it was weird how she did it tho, i tried SOOOO hard not to laugh, cuz if it had been the other way around, i would've been pissed as hell *at first atleast* You know i luv ya Ashley! lol....is your hand feeling better??
hehe well things have been ok i guess....i feel so stressed out, i feel like i HAVE to know the answers to everything that's going on in my life RIGHT this second, u know what i mean??? i hate that feeling....ahhh!! i just wish that the rest of this year could be free and easy and i wouldn't have to worry about anything except passing my classes (which i can do, i'm doing fine in school)and i wish i wouldn't have to worry about arguing w/anyone, family, friends, boyfriend...anythign like that, i just don't wanna leave high school thinking it could've been better, i want to go out and do things like a 17 almost 18 year old girl would do w/out having to answer to the entire population of Austin...i mean there's nothing wrong w/people looking out for you, but when it comes to being hounded every 5 seconds, it gets aggrevating....i dunno...maybe there's just not that much i gotta worry about....but whatever...i just don't like feeling pressured all the damn time by my mom, dad, brother and sister in law, and any one else.
...and i wish that i had more things that i really need...my dad says that i don't NEED a car, but i think that is total BS, if he was still living here i WOULD have a car, but he's just holding a grudge against me for outing him about his damn Girlfriend...and i KNOW he would get me a car if i hadn't done that, cuz he used to say stuff like "there's this car that i'll get you..." "For you 17th birthday i will get you a car..." blah blah blah...all it is, is talk...and that's it will every be w/him...a man full of broken promises....
well that's all.....comment if u want....otherwise i'll just think that none of you love me:-(