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well right now i am sitting at home being bored and all i think about is josha nd seriously if i dont get out of this fucking house i am going to end up killing myself.....i hate it and everything right now is bad....my best friends...well supposedly by best friends (brandy and tasha) are leaving me out and saying things like "oh i dont want to have a sleep over tonght" and then i find out that they did have...and liek "i dont want to go to the mall" and then they end up going....just EVERTHING is messed....maybe if i just kill myslef then i could finally talk to someone that cares..and listens....well i have been thinking of it...i just dont know i am so confused! and mad!
“He Was The One”
By: Kelsy Reeves
He was the one that I talked to at night
He was the one that I held so tight
He was the one that wiped away my tears
He was the one that took away my fears
He was the one that wanted everybody happy
If bad days came, he was the one that was there for me
To talk to, care, and comfort me
Across the pool he would stand
And I’d go up and hold his hand
We would sit and talk
And all I saw was his amazing smile
He would always look cute and dress in style
He was the one that would tease me
But the first one to smile and say he’s sorry
His laughter and spirit well what can I say…I will always remember
I will always remember the long talks and lectures, the mooning for sure
And the “Look for Kelsy’s goggles” adventure
I will never forget his great advice.
He’s taught me to laugh over stupid stuff
Like knees stuck in fences and him acting tough
He was my best friend…and it is hard that this is now the end
I touched his face one last time
And held his hand for the longest time
I couldn’t say goodbye for this wasn’t the josh I knew
For the josh I knew was not purple and blue
But I held him tight and whispered…”I love you and that I miss him”
I noticed that everyone that knew him ended their day with a grin
Now his spirit and soul had left this earth
But he still watches over every person that loved him…
And I hope that everyone can clearly see too
That one of those thousands is you…
“He Was The One”
By: Kelsy Reeves
He was the one that I talked to at night
He was the one that I held so tight
He was the one that wiped away my tears
He was the one that took away my fears
He was the one that wanted everybody happy
If bad days came, he was the one that was there for me
To talk to, care, and comfort me
Across the pool he would stand
And I’d go up and hold his hand
We would sit and talk
And all I saw was his amazing smile
He would always look cute and dress in style
He was the one that would tease me
But the first one to smile and say he’s sorry
His laughter and spirit well what can I say…I will always remember
I will always remember the long talks and lectures, the mooning for sure
And the “Look for Kelsy’s goggles” adventure
I will never forget his great advice.
He’s taught me to laugh over stupid stuff
Like knees stuck in fences and him acting tough
He was my best friend…and it is hard that this is now the end
I touched his face one last time
And held his hand for the longest time
I couldn’t say goodbye for this wasn’t the josh I knew
For the josh I knew was not purple and blue
But I held him tight and whispered…”I love you and that I miss him”
I noticed that everyone that knew him ended their day with a grin
Now his spirit and soul had left this earth
But he still watches over every person that loved him…
And I hope that everyone can clearly see too
That one of those thousands is you…