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alright well i have been crying since last night and i havent stopped......
what happened is one of my really good friends shot himself and no one knows why...i think he was just stressed about his girlfriend and his license being taken away....i miss him so much and i wish there was some way to bring him back. i loved him......seriously....he was the only guy that i could express my feelings too and not holding back any emotions....he made me feel so good and important....and now he is gone. i know he is still watching over me and everyone else that loves him though...he is still here with us.
I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH! i felt like killing myself when i found out but i relized that i dont want to hurt all that ppl that love me the way that he did. everything though happens for a reason and maybe this was supposed to happen.
i remember when he would talk to me about how excited he was to go to college, and how he wanted to have kids of his own some day....well that will never happen now well in that body he will come back though as a brand new person.....he touched many ppls lives and everyone that loves him.....
i will certainly not forget him......
with all my heart.......
-i love you josh-
<3josh
what happened is one of my really good friends shot himself and no one knows why...i think he was just stressed about his girlfriend and his license being taken away....i miss him so much and i wish there was some way to bring him back. i loved him......seriously....he was the only guy that i could express my feelings too and not holding back any emotions....he made me feel so good and important....and now he is gone. i know he is still watching over me and everyone else that loves him though...he is still here with us.
I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH! i felt like killing myself when i found out but i relized that i dont want to hurt all that ppl that love me the way that he did. everything though happens for a reason and maybe this was supposed to happen.
i remember when he would talk to me about how excited he was to go to college, and how he wanted to have kids of his own some day....well that will never happen now well in that body he will come back though as a brand new person.....he touched many ppls lives and everyone that loves him.....
i will certainly not forget him......
with all my heart.......
-i love you josh-
<3josh