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trying to sing but it doesn’t come off that well
trying to build a wall that is high enough
so we’re boiling over
trying to save your house, trying to save your soul
trying to run but it follows you up a hill
so i'm boiling over
no more conversation
you should’ve took me out when you had a chance
i run to nobody
don't turn away
we're really lonesome
we're turning away
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New Year's Eve could have been better.
Group depression is a problem thesedays (something I've never dealt with before); it's a strange and awful feeling to find yourself just drifting downward; it's a stranger and awfuler feeling to talk to your friends about it and find them in the same situation.
I guess a lot of things could have been better this year.
My New Year's Resolution is never to fail. I'm not succeeding at it, and therefore I'm failing at my New Year's Resolution, which only results in more failure. It's a vicious cycle. That means I need to start succeeding and fast or else!
(You know you're a depressing person when you set a goal for yourself, such as: never fail, which seems like the idealistic goal of a go-getter who wants to take on the world, when in fact you use it to describe an existential state of being in which every failure tacitly leads to an infinite amount of failure [if failure could be measured quantitatively] as per the definition of your Resolution. Good job.)
I didn't kiss anyone on New Year's Eve.
I wish I was more confident
Please hate me for these brooding entries
trying to build a wall that is high enough
so we’re boiling over
trying to save your house, trying to save your soul
trying to run but it follows you up a hill
so i'm boiling over
no more conversation
you should’ve took me out when you had a chance
i run to nobody
don't turn away
we're really lonesome
we're turning away
---
New Year's Eve could have been better.
Group depression is a problem thesedays (something I've never dealt with before); it's a strange and awful feeling to find yourself just drifting downward; it's a stranger and awfuler feeling to talk to your friends about it and find them in the same situation.
I guess a lot of things could have been better this year.
My New Year's Resolution is never to fail. I'm not succeeding at it, and therefore I'm failing at my New Year's Resolution, which only results in more failure. It's a vicious cycle. That means I need to start succeeding and fast or else!
(You know you're a depressing person when you set a goal for yourself, such as: never fail, which seems like the idealistic goal of a go-getter who wants to take on the world, when in fact you use it to describe an existential state of being in which every failure tacitly leads to an infinite amount of failure [if failure could be measured quantitatively] as per the definition of your Resolution. Good job.)
I didn't kiss anyone on New Year's Eve.
I wish I was more confident
Please hate me for these brooding entries