Apr 06, 2007 18:56
looking at you
I see my past
re-emerging into the present
mistakes reinvented
fears reignited
will we too become a memory?
something to look back at
as another relationship
grows dim
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In truth
I've grown to dispise you
the way your words
leave me looking down
upon myself
my confidence disenterating
beneath your shadow
your touch has turned
into a punishment
instead of offering the comfort
it once possessed
I feel possessed
as you monitor my every move
yet still I can't move on
I feel trapped
stuck between the love I remember
and the numbness
that consumes me
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you keep leading me along
like a faithful puppy
on a leash
but I've contracted rabies
and the rope that restrains me
is about to snap
I'm about to snap
back to reality
seeing the reality
of where we are headed
the road looks dim
and a dead end sign
is showing in the distance
please turn around
before the darkness
swallows us
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you stare at me
with star glazed eyes
as if I am the answer
you've been seeking
but you fail to question
because the answer
might not be
what you desire
do you really see me
or the facade I hide behind?
will you turn away
once I reveal myself?