back from canada...
well. i havent written in here ina while. eh. it doesnt matter. nobody really reads it (which was kinda why i liked it) and i write most of my stuff in my xanga. whatever.
so my week with dustin was absolutly fantastic. best week of my life, and im not kidding. i love him so much, and it was so nice to be with him without having to go home or call my parents and tell them what we're doing. HA. it was like being grown up. i always wondered what that would feel like. and ya know what? i liked it. i liked not having to worry about my parents. i cant wait until dustin comes home for good. so we can move in together. it will be...amazing.
my flight up to canada was kinda crappy. my second flight was delayed so i missed my third flight. so i had to wait for the next one which was 2 hours later. i felt so bad for making Amanda (dustins friend who drove him to the airport) go out that late. sigh.
then on my flight home, HA. my second flight was delayed. then, they said there was something wrong with the plane, so it was gonna be more delayed until they fixed it. then they said they cancelled the flight all together cuz the ice shield was cracked and they couldnt fix it. so i was stuck in canada (edmonton to be exact) by myself. it sucked. i had to sleep ina hotel by myself, and i had to get up at 430 so i could be at the airport at 533 so i could be ready to board my flight which started boarding at 733. yeah. it SUCKED. but, i made a canadian friend, and we had dinner together (with the vouchers the airline gave us) and we had a drink with dinner (cuz i was old enough to buy one, mwa ha ha) and we went to the hotel together. he was 2 doors down from me. he was 28 and married with a 7 month old girl, and he was so nice to me. he like, looked out for me. it was kinda like having an older brother i never knew. then after we got our rooms, i took a shower and thought someone knocked on my door. but oh well. then i got out of the shower and someone actually knocked. so i opened the door and it was my friend! he was saying bye cuz we had different flights in the morning and we couldnt say bye then. man, he was so nice. canadians rock.
then i made friends with jeremys girlfriend. so now i have ANOTHER canadian friend. haha. but i actually know her...so yeah.
and dustin and jeremys roommates are so cool. one was gay, and he was so much fun. another one just broke up with his gf, and he was really nice. asking me how to find a nice girl. i was like, aww! then there were his other roommates who were nice enough, but i didnt really talk to them much. so, basically it was Brendan and Dave. yeah. when dustin was in class i hung out with them a little. woo hoo for canadians.
i take back all the mean things i said about canada.
and i still have canadian money in my wallet. lameass? indeed i am.
i really miss dustin. i mean, i just saw him 2 days ago. but it seems like so much longer than that. it isnt fair. it isnt fair that we were able to have such a...totally perfect, magical week together, and then we have to go back to being apart. but, he comes home in 38 days for THE WHOLE SUMMER. so now im back to counting the days. i already cant wait to see him.
and last night we were talking about moving in together, and getting married, and a whole bunch of stuff. (well, not ACTUALLY being married, but he did say that he never thought about marrying someone before (until now) and it gave me the craziest butterflies.) nothing would make me happier than to be his fiancee, and then his wife. i know we will have a great life together. i just know. he does too. he tells me all the time. that us being apart is nothing. he says that we love each other enough that this doesnt matter. and if we can make it through this, we can make it through anything. and when he comes home, we will move in together and eventually (somewhere down the road) get married and get a house and its just too much to think about. i dont wanna jinx it. ;)
and so, that was my trip to canada. i mean, the condensed version. i didnt talk about the sledding or the play we saw or the stupid video games we played, or making food together, or going to the store and seeing jeremy working, or going to the lab with dustin and jeremy, or the dumb bitch i hate, or any of the other stuff that went on. if i did, this would be the longest journal enrty ever. teehee. so, i think im done.
all in all, im so happy.
so my week with dustin was absolutly fantastic. best week of my life, and im not kidding. i love him so much, and it was so nice to be with him without having to go home or call my parents and tell them what we're doing. HA. it was like being grown up. i always wondered what that would feel like. and ya know what? i liked it. i liked not having to worry about my parents. i cant wait until dustin comes home for good. so we can move in together. it will be...amazing.
my flight up to canada was kinda crappy. my second flight was delayed so i missed my third flight. so i had to wait for the next one which was 2 hours later. i felt so bad for making Amanda (dustins friend who drove him to the airport) go out that late. sigh.
then on my flight home, HA. my second flight was delayed. then, they said there was something wrong with the plane, so it was gonna be more delayed until they fixed it. then they said they cancelled the flight all together cuz the ice shield was cracked and they couldnt fix it. so i was stuck in canada (edmonton to be exact) by myself. it sucked. i had to sleep ina hotel by myself, and i had to get up at 430 so i could be at the airport at 533 so i could be ready to board my flight which started boarding at 733. yeah. it SUCKED. but, i made a canadian friend, and we had dinner together (with the vouchers the airline gave us) and we had a drink with dinner (cuz i was old enough to buy one, mwa ha ha) and we went to the hotel together. he was 2 doors down from me. he was 28 and married with a 7 month old girl, and he was so nice to me. he like, looked out for me. it was kinda like having an older brother i never knew. then after we got our rooms, i took a shower and thought someone knocked on my door. but oh well. then i got out of the shower and someone actually knocked. so i opened the door and it was my friend! he was saying bye cuz we had different flights in the morning and we couldnt say bye then. man, he was so nice. canadians rock.
then i made friends with jeremys girlfriend. so now i have ANOTHER canadian friend. haha. but i actually know her...so yeah.
and dustin and jeremys roommates are so cool. one was gay, and he was so much fun. another one just broke up with his gf, and he was really nice. asking me how to find a nice girl. i was like, aww! then there were his other roommates who were nice enough, but i didnt really talk to them much. so, basically it was Brendan and Dave. yeah. when dustin was in class i hung out with them a little. woo hoo for canadians.
i take back all the mean things i said about canada.
and i still have canadian money in my wallet. lameass? indeed i am.
i really miss dustin. i mean, i just saw him 2 days ago. but it seems like so much longer than that. it isnt fair. it isnt fair that we were able to have such a...totally perfect, magical week together, and then we have to go back to being apart. but, he comes home in 38 days for THE WHOLE SUMMER. so now im back to counting the days. i already cant wait to see him.
and last night we were talking about moving in together, and getting married, and a whole bunch of stuff. (well, not ACTUALLY being married, but he did say that he never thought about marrying someone before (until now) and it gave me the craziest butterflies.) nothing would make me happier than to be his fiancee, and then his wife. i know we will have a great life together. i just know. he does too. he tells me all the time. that us being apart is nothing. he says that we love each other enough that this doesnt matter. and if we can make it through this, we can make it through anything. and when he comes home, we will move in together and eventually (somewhere down the road) get married and get a house and its just too much to think about. i dont wanna jinx it. ;)
and so, that was my trip to canada. i mean, the condensed version. i didnt talk about the sledding or the play we saw or the stupid video games we played, or making food together, or going to the store and seeing jeremy working, or going to the lab with dustin and jeremy, or the dumb bitch i hate, or any of the other stuff that went on. if i did, this would be the longest journal enrty ever. teehee. so, i think im done.
all in all, im so happy.