fatty.
what causes gluttony?
i'm eating SO MUCH all of a sudden,
like everything in my sight.
it doesn't even have to be good.
i could feel like i'm about to EXPLODE,
and i'll still eat it.
why? i don't know.
but it's killing my body image.
i've been really tired lately.
fatigued.
i don't know why i get so weary.
i'm scared i'm holding him back.
i mean, i'll release him when he needs to go,
but i know it'll be heavy.
i wish i could be as intellectual as he;
and hold discussions and keep his attention
in ways that others would do.
i fear i bore him.
i always bore people after awhile.
hula tonight.
it is burning hot.
i'm eating SO MUCH all of a sudden,
like everything in my sight.
it doesn't even have to be good.
i could feel like i'm about to EXPLODE,
and i'll still eat it.
why? i don't know.
but it's killing my body image.
i've been really tired lately.
fatigued.
i don't know why i get so weary.
i'm scared i'm holding him back.
i mean, i'll release him when he needs to go,
but i know it'll be heavy.
i wish i could be as intellectual as he;
and hold discussions and keep his attention
in ways that others would do.
i fear i bore him.
i always bore people after awhile.
hula tonight.
it is burning hot.