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Apr 30, 2007 15:32

today has NOT turned out how i thot it would...

woke up at 8:01 for my exam that started at 8 but i thot i did well neway.  I figured it out that in order to get my GPA i need to get my scholarship id have to have a B in chem, chem lab and bio and an A in everythign else.  I had a 86 in chem so i was so excited that id get my scholarship...until i checked my grades. i BLEW my final somehow...i went from an 86 to a 74....no more 2,000 dollar scholarship for me... 
i just feel  like i let my parents down really bad...i called my mom sobbing and somehow she deciferd through my hysterics what happend and she told me its ok its ok, jim and i already talked about it....meaning they didnt think i could do it neway...  i was just so excited cuz i thot id have a 3.6 gpa but nope...i jsut dont care about my classes nemore which is bad cuz i still have 2 finals.  now that i konw that i wont get the scholarship i just see no point in even giving a shit.
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