Happy birthday to me
So today's my Birthday, Happy fucking birthday to me, so i'm 2o... I don't feel any different, don't look any different. I just feel depressed, fucking ugly, horrible, oh and I hate myself. My life has no meaning to it as of now. I'm in my depressed state and I rather be in my manic state. Every birthday seems to get worse as I get older. Hmm... I don't look older, still look like I am 16! So I bought myself a mini blueberry cheese cake it was yummy but really sweet. So I got a fucking cold sore damn Herpes complex b virus! Won't it go away already? So after class I am going to the Casino after class by myself. Also tonight I am going out to eat at East Side Marios and going to see Wedding Crashers. That's my day in a nut shell.
So Last night I was bored and once again percied my ear, nothing new there... Might go shoppping with Lisa from work and her daughter Robin. It's been about a month and a half since I been taking my vitamins and I think i'm going crazy, i'm more doen than I ever was on them and now I have little to no appitite, I need to get some bad, I know my health is shitty since they helped me get what I usually would not and I forgot to give my notice that I am quitting work. I know many places are hiring in the area. Applied for Applebees this morning as well, hoping to hear back soon :)
So Last night I was bored and once again percied my ear, nothing new there... Might go shoppping with Lisa from work and her daughter Robin. It's been about a month and a half since I been taking my vitamins and I think i'm going crazy, i'm more doen than I ever was on them and now I have little to no appitite, I need to get some bad, I know my health is shitty since they helped me get what I usually would not and I forgot to give my notice that I am quitting work. I know many places are hiring in the area. Applied for Applebees this morning as well, hoping to hear back soon :)