LIFE SUX
Well hey guys I am a little drunk about now!! And I am very very upset!! Howwy and I are never ever gonna talk again!! He cheated on em 7 times with Mindy!! That ugly bytch!! Oh and she is better than me and all this other shit!! I got stood up by nate the 2nd friday in a row!! So I am pretty ticked at him right now! I am actually on the verge of crying cuz I am upset about a lot!! I miss my dad a whole lot!! I wish I had the life I had 4 years ago!! Anything and everything I wanted!! I would have my license by now!! I would not have to worry about being hurt cuz my dad would be the only guy I ever needed! But no he has to die before I even go through any major changes!! God damn it why!!!!! I want him here now!! SO I can hold him and tell him I love him and just not have to worry about anything!! He always told me he would always be there for my wedding cuz that would be the best day of his life to let his baby gurl go!! And No he can't be here cuz the damn hospital!! AND god, why did god have to make him sick and die!! I love god and everything but I am very angry at him!! Anyways, I really wish nate would call me cuz he is making everything worse!! He hasn't caleld he won't call!! I am drunk and I really need a friend!! But no I have to be the dumb girl who can't even keep a boyfriend and when she did have him he cheated on her and then and cute guy tells me I am hott tonight and I said thanx!! AND GRRRRRR!!!!! But I am gonna go so bye guys