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well things just dont seem to get any better. I have two deaths in the family and well my relasionship is a little on the rocks. But i am sure we can work through it i hope. I just need to learn to give him alittle space. I am already starting to used to the fact of not seeing him everyday and that is cool. at frist i never wanted to leave his side but know i think its time for me to go and start doing more things with myslef. I mean i dont have to go out every weekend and well i dont have to see him every sunday monday tuesday and wednesday. I can get used to that cause sometimes i need the space to be able to sleep and stuff. But Its alittle hard i am so uneducated about dating i mean this is only my thrid relasionship. Yeah it hurt a bit when he said he needed his space but i had to think about it and realize he is right. for the past two months i been doing nothing but takeing up all his time and not giveing him time to spend with his friends which is rude of me. well i am going to go rest now.